Christmas soon, then new year, then another year~

I wish the new year would bring more joy to everybody and all our loved ones. To all who is facing setbacks, I wish your troubles are over and you will find new hope in living this life. To those who are facing greater woes, I wish you speedy recovery and good health, May your life be filled with great people and happiness. I wish everybody a new year and of course a new resolution to exists with joy on this earth. May you remember your humble self and always put your mind to care for those who needs it and stop being selfish. Before we change the world, we've got to change ourself 1st so this little difference in every individual will bring in greater values to humanity. Omitofot be blessed.;) muacks~

heart sweating~

Every now and then, whenever I received any sms'es, my heart begins sweating. FOr I fear the content would be focused on ***'s doing. Yes its true and very much predicted. To add salt to it, receiving the original copy of ***'s sms...aiyo, painful to read. All the granny stories being poured out, 1 shall answer you, "wa boh khiam lu eh aa!" ..... History repeats itself again. This year already twice , soon, nobody will even be bothered about *** or even care anymore. sigh~ Please make *** change and stop doing all this plea and nonsense selfish act. Your prob, you solve your own. God won't help those who sit and whine and blames the whole world as if everybody is at fault. Gosh...

those who speaks only for themselves

Need I not say much or was it that my trust on words were breached by others? I guess lady luck doesn't seemed to fancy me and my family. Its always the opposite to what I have described and always when I am there to enjoy it, its always not as enjoyable as compared to when my presence is not there. hmmm... luck again I may say. I guessed saying I am used to it is a norm, but everytime it will inflict a mini scar to it. Learning to be strong one shall say, I think it should be phrased as " learning to be heartless". Again I have gained a new perspective and I will be firm. I guess I should really shut up and do my things. Words shared at times will always be broken and i wished there is a place called the "complain all you can area" and lash out our anger. The least I know I feel safe and I have no fear that these words will be used agaisnt me in the future shall any friendship be awry. Can I do it? I will try to not speak up and keep words in a blog rather than sharing it to others.Mouth to mouth is worst than reading the exact meaning from the author. anyway have a happy life everybody.

hectic august and hopefully smooth sailing afterwards

Last month was pretty hectic for me. When I am free, I am totally free till I laze around the house feeling down and depressed. August was happy for me as I received 2 job orders , well excited as I am, hey this spells cash~ then when I am there promising acomplishing datelines just to please my new clients, there I have , a bundle of work to rush out for my bosses. Just when you thought, "YES~", there again another big pail of water splashing over me.How are you going to finish up your office work say about 10pm, then go home and rush out the other jobs overnight for the coming 2-3 days. Well that was what I did and I was blown away by all the changes and requirements.....can cry, TIMING TIMING~* at times, live is very much about >luck & timing. If the orientation of these both aligns itself just at the perfect momentum, you get what ppl say "golden opportunity". Oh course its always in the mind ;P hahahahaha But thank god I pulled thru it and of cousrse, I really don't know the outcome from my clients...verdict might be promising or it might be disapointing. Heck, I am used to disapointments lately, so I just goto tell myself, its alright, this one takra, work hard for the next. So because of this, I got myself a new PC and whooping swipe my card ....... adoi card can pecah dy. hahahaha Investment from my side. I will set a target to hibernate...again, I dont dare to plan, just wana stay cool and low and do my things. Being bombarded left and right really left me wounded,its time to heal and time to stay focus. THere's many more to life and I believe it can be done. cheerzz~

big girl liao!

Officially,my little girl has reached her puberty yesterday. Ohhh time flies~ her first experience and she's dull and lethargic. Its not an enjoyable moment and she doesn't want to dirty her lil' lair. The net says 2 long weeks,well,let's hope she can tahan a week being caged and not be a depressed lil chifafa. Sayang her to bitts. Stay healthy my little Yuna.

What to do?~

Never want to lose,
Never says a truthful sorry,
Never want to admit to their own wrong-doings,
Never want to understand how other people felt,
Never want to give but always want to take,
Never want to place their mind into other peoples condition,
Never understand the challenges of others, only will know theirs is the top most challenging compared to others,
Never will they have compassionate on others if theirs is not fulfilled,
Never will they care what others look at them if they want to dramatize in public, but will always laugh at you if you do so, no shame >>
Never know how to take peoples heart but only know how to manjaa* for their own request,
Never respect others but expect others to respect them,
Never listen to others experience but only know how to relate solely theirs and will never have pity on others cause they feel theirs is more painful,
Never see them fork out more than what they have, either pretend they have none or just play dumb,
Never will they want to pity others but expect others to pity them,
Never will they be generous unless its to their own advantage,
Never will they stop to think about their own other halves difficulties in hunting for $$ to feed the family,
Never will they give in to 2nd hand items but only wanted NEW goods and always whine non-stop,
Never will they show their appreciation to you and when they do something so called "GOOD" they want you to remember for life! and never FORGET it or not your doomed!
Never will you want to offend this kind of people because they will always skin you alive in front of everybody you ever known.

I have many more to lists but these are just the fundamentals of a certain kind of individuals in this world. I believe you too have met a few. well, What to do hor~*

too loud~

hahaha officially while I was working, its 12.30am, suddenly my doorbell rang and to my suprise, a guard stood in front. He told me someone complained that the musci was too loud. wow...I am suprised. Maybe cause I opened the window, sliding door, kitchen window and toilet windows that the sound travelled far. Hahahahaha! 1st time ever a sound check. Ok, now its known and I will behave ;) Sorry neighbours~!

stopping~

its June and I goto be determined to stop. Bear in mind that its costly and not bringing any benefit to anybody at all. So June 1,marks it. Be focused and be firm...you can do it!!

just because~

just because I seek it doesnt give you the privellage to misconduct the whole work flow.
just because I seemed desperate doesnt permits you to submit comments on the very last minute and pressurize me on how important the job is.

I am tired of all these architects playing around with workforces like they just don't use any of their mind to check and monitor their OWN shit and pass it on to others like nobody's business. Whats the culture coming to? simply do things just to get it done and charge on high rates. while we are being paid cheaply?? Whats is this malaysian culture of not wanting to fight thru the fog and wants easy bite to feed on? all also want a big slice of the pie. everytime things will be marked up by 30% just to feed them for not DOING their work. Its no longer a sincere collaboration but rather just a cheap labour on this end that caters to their very need just because we are desperate. Its unfair....unfair.....

when you look up to the skies~

when u stare up to the wide blue sky, what's etched on your mind? the world is so huge and big....and its a lonely planet....namingly we have solar systems but we're the only planet thats breeding life forms and humans that can type nonsense just like me ;) I always think, whats so great about money, whats so great about friendship and whats so great about love.....critically speaking, whats really good nowadays? hmmm....i think health and happiness is the greatest pair to be blessed with....

given any chance again......i only want ............

May bangkok resume its peace

slow down~

business has been slow lately. felt abit pitiful, but can't let this pithiness drag me down. still as always counter thinking ways and means to attract cash ;) goto refresh reading my book again ;) cheers everyone, everyday is a good day!

the power of the mind~

I feel happy seeing her positive energy. There's nobody in this world I have met who can bounce up so fast like her. Given any humans, they would need time to step up and face the world. I respect her courage and her strong will to fight it. I have learned from her that we can smile too from all this with a powerful mind. Day by day, I capture many events, stories and happy moments, it enlightens me and I greatly appreciate buddha's blessing. Thank you for teaching me something new again and cherish those whom I've truely feel are friends in my heart.

humanity

Off recently, just last friday april 30th, i received a news about a collegue. it was a sad news. I couldnt brush it off from my mind thinking that humans are fragile and we can't predict the future. Its nobody's words agaisnt what's already stated in our lifeline. Yes its intriguing to actually barge into that person's house and say comforting words. its not an easy task nor is it easy for the victim to face it. To my suprise, I thought I was feeling sad over the incident and wouldnt want to comment more about it but there are people who can talk about it so casually, when i was thinking she was actually on the intention of caring towards that person. The way she spoke reminded me of my dad's situation where people would just come and say, "he's fat, he didnt eat right, he's this~ he did tat wrong..." bla bla bla... she said that this victim was amongst the risk factor group and she didnt eat the proper way...I was like, come on! anybody can be at risks, anybody can be a victim, it doesnt necessarily spell a must she's at those group that she must fall under threat of being a victim. In my mind, these people have never faced these situations amongst their own family members thats why their verbal use of words are sooo easy & brainless. In my dad's case, my dad was healthy and in good condition but it just happened. Shit just happens. It can happen to anyone...nobody could predict.... a good healthy person can too fall into the category. Don't start judging people and please be humble towards the victim. Being a critical person towards the victim is unfair because you are alright and you never think about the person's feelings. Shut up and do what's necessary, can't do anything, just shut up. I now see a clearer picture and the type of people inside this place. yucks ;P the boundary is on....i wish i meet more people like mr. ip man or even have a hubby like him. akakakaka....alas, omitofot and god bless....

I found this article on daily uk online. The current state of the volcanic eruptions in Iceland is pretty serious which might actually affect the entire world in the late future. With this, It made me think about the blessings we are showered with. Omitofot..... is it true about 2012? will humans sit back and rethink about the hectic dog fight life we are living in and slow down for a second to cherish mother nautre more~

Here are some facts that enlightened me >>

How long will the volcano remain active?
The simple answer is: No one knows. The last time Eyjafjallokull erupted, in December 1821, it did so for 13 months. Most eruptions of this type are self-limiting; eventually, the volcano literally runs out of steam.
But eruptions lasting months or even years are not unknown. If it keeps erupting - and the winds keep blowing our way - planes could be grounded for the foreseeable future.

Why have the effects been so severe?
Although Eyjafjallokull is not particularly large, and this is not a particularly violent eruption, its volcanic fissures lie under a thick slab of glacial ice, and it is the explosive interaction between the 1,500c lava, the pressurised gases it contains, and the ice which has resulted in such a massive column of ash and smoke, stretching 30,000ft

Can anything be done about it?
In short, no. We will have to wait for nature to run its course. What's more, after initial hopes that the eruption was easing off, the volcano seems to have found renewed vigour.
The real danger is that the eruption, and the associated earthquakes (about one every 40 seconds), will set off the larger, neighbouring.The last major eruption of Katla, in 1918, was ten times larger than this eruption of Eyjafjallokull. Vulcanologists believe the dust cloud from such an event would stretch 14 miles into the sky and persist for months.

Are they the only ones in trouble?
Around all Britain's airports, firms employ tens of thousands of people to clean, refuel and service the planes, to cook the in-flight meals, man the car parks, drive the taxis, staff the hotels and serve coffee and meals.
A week or two will result in manageable losses; if Britain is still grounded in a month, expect lay-offs and closures. If Eyjafjallokull is still erupting in six months then the effect on one of our most successful industries will be catastrophic. African farmers who rely on air-freighted exports to Europe will be hit hardest of all; in Kenya this weekend 400 tons of flowers had to be destroyed.

How has the insurance industry reacted?
Badly, according to many of its customers. A million Britons have been stranded abroad, and the holiday plans of millions more are in jeopardy, but many travel insurance firms have refused to compensate them because their policies often state they do not cover natural disasters.
Virgin Money and Greenbee, the financial services arm of the John Lewis Partnership, have said customers will not be able to claim.

What about food supplies?

Imports of foreign foods such as Kenyan beans and mangetout, Thai mangoes, Tanzanian flowers, Israeli fruit and so on will cease as long as the flight ban continues.

What other effects are there?
The worlds of sport, academia and big business have all been affected by the flight ban.
The organisers of next weekend's London Marathon are looking into the logistics of getting the elite runners to Britain overland.
Many university lecturers are stranded abroad ahead of the summer term and Cambridge University has already postponed its oral language exams due to take place this week because so many academics and students may not be able to get home.
And hundreds of schools across the country could also be forced to cancel crucial GCSEs and A-levels as the ash cloud prevents pupils returning home to take them.

RM100 cash vouchers??

Goto go home and start hunting, just this morning I searched my bag for the envelope only to find its not there as I expected it to be! Its a redemption from my HSBC card usage, eventough its free but RM100, I could have myself purchasing either a fan or a vacum. Gosh~ I hope its stashed inside my magazine at home...if not..then I think RM100 is again attached with wings...hmm where is it??!

please go away bad vibes

Like flies, this things always visits and interupts my life like I am a pile of smelly dung*, automatically sucking my positive vibes away and feeding on me. Pure irritation.... These flies, please ward away and don't even thought about spanning your negativity onto me or even others~ keep it all to yourself ;) or find other bad people to inhabit....

Well I ain't any dung* no more, shooo shoo go away bad vibes for I am transforming into a useful fertilizer and seeping thru to enhance growth & to sprout life to form other positive vibes. Enough is enough for I shall not tolerate anymore demands but shall only forget it and do what I can as I will never encourage your presence no more. Go away, drift away, even vanish away from our lives. Don't sow your life with accepting bad vibes, rather, just let it be learnt and forgotten as the pain will always cling onto your life if you do not choose to let it go. ~ Pergi jauh jauh yaa~

abstain from complaining too much~

dear friends & loved ones,

today is another day buddha is showering its teachings on me. i was totally suprised and sadden by the news. deep down, the person affected is really not into any mood or thoughts of expressing herself but her focus should be on her child. its not easy to come to terms with this case, who could... even i myself doesn't know which appropriate way to approach this friend of ours.....i pray hard to god, to give her hope & shine her with the uttest WILL to be strong for herself & her new family. at times we would complain over petty issues or even whine at things we own. day by day, buddha always reminded me to never repeat that attitude nor feel depress when we are faced with setbacks, of course, setbacks aren't easy to face, but when it comes to health & wellbeing, nothing can ever overcome this topic, not even money. Money is the god & ghost of every human beings, it solves our misery yet adds up to it too. Probably money issues can alwayz be an on-going thing in our lives only thing is to see if your lucky enough to be on the gaining side or losing side. Its just like gambling. But some things doesnt.... I have again pocketed this reminder to never again be a whinner, unhappy person, ego & the worst case = jealous freak! no no. I would rather be a clown and be a happy person to others, let it be as a joker for them to laugh, but the least I can do is laughter to the crowd when we are together. being positive ain't an easy task, but now i have to learn to hold on tightly to this believe. I must always remind myself. to break someones spirit is an easy task or to even be jealous & envious towards our friends and enemies is inevitable easy to do, but will it bring health and money to your side? rather than wasting effort itchy bitching about your contenders or allies everytime in every conversation, why not just keep a mum and depart those topics away. When anger hits us, once we let out after lashing out / even crying, we must try to keep a happy mind of the things we have & are blessed...aside from that, let it be kept in the pandora box. To solve something or not, its not up to us alone most of the time, but rather the understanding of both parties to either sit in to talk it over once and for all , if not, chuck it away as a forgotten past. Lesson learnt and annoying people ignored. Now I have a tendancy to just forget things which are not important to me coz by doing that, I just don't want to be reminded how sadness felt. I want to enjoy present events & of course I look foward to the future but lets just say, I will try my best and not let things be wasted just like that. Upon saying all this long and winding theories... lets us claps our hands together and feel the blessings everytime we earned something nice, be it cheap/free/simple/expensive/etc....just feel its existance and tell yourself, "I am blessed"...to me it works wonders.I hope it does to you too....may our friend be fully recovered and enjoy the life every woman wishes to have! omitofot....

rejection fees

as hot as I am, there's no room to scream and vent my anger. just this afternoon after months of silent persuasion, I sms my clients assistant to seek information on the payments. She ask of me if I have called her bos, seeing such reply, I rang her bos. To my utter disgust, he scolded me in return on saying my work is like shit and said I didn't do much to the changes. I remembered well I was told to wait for changes since he wanted to add penthouses to the condo. Pending for a while, I thought it was time to bill him. Now he replies as if I am a bloody loan shark chasing for money! come on Alex of OBS!, this is my first phone call to you, don't make it sound like I have always ring and chase after this payment. Before was only a sms, no reply. What angered me was really the attitude and the least since my 3d wasnt accepted, Do have a courtesy to inform me about it & at least I can acept it with a more open heart rather than keep quiet & let me make a fool of myself by billing you!! There's something called rejection fees. There's no such thing as reject without paying up. If you don't intend to pay, at least AT LEAST! just inform me and negotiate on it rather than keeping silent and rudely scold me back for I didn't know whats happening??!! I have worked for many clients, this is one of the worst!! ever.... No more trusting on friends to get a job. Whenever it comes to collection, their asses are up their faces. Is this the way the businnesses goes around? thats what makes the circle breaks & the industry dead because of people like this. I have professional 3D companies who doesnt deliver quality as expected but yet they still charge clients for it and people still payup! I hate this industry where freelancers are not protected, even businesses are not protected because of people like that.

clash of titans

i like medusa, olympians & myths of the ancient greece. The movie clash of the titans, great 3d effects...but a short too summarized ending. Disapointed with the ending but was thrilled by the overall pickup of the story. .... Zeus~ *

given any chance XD

given any chance, i would like to :

-create a association for designers welfare & protection. Setup a collection centre for designers~*ahem* . Why should designers be controlled slaves to agencies/groups that doesnt even understand Designs & just uses their mouth to sway left & right >>not to mention their time spent on starbucks and other luxury that makes them look GLAM but inside = kosong*. If they can sell and make big bucks for both parties, okla, but alwayz wana tax a big portion but not working their best to sell, but rather BOW to unreasonable changes. You tapow rice 2 bungkus oso u goto pay 2 bungkus price, eventough its not tasty, U still have to pay, where got buy 1 bungkus & keeps adding "lauk" without additional charges?? siao! people, understand this theoryla.... if u need a designer, use us as consultant, we will adapt to ur needs but if u soo clever have all your own say, then better u do everything ur own way & talk to a contractor directly. easier..... there are times we can adpot your concept and make proper proposals, if its just a copy & budget tight thing, forget it la. Designs are very subjective, it varys greatly, so open up & learn to acept new thingslo.....

-not work under that curly fella again.

-give a punching & paintball session(without armour) on my ex, wack the daylight out of him

-get a good spa treatment & rejuvinate my mental health

-get more chihuahuas!

-vacations & bring family for great outings

-as usual, earn big bucks....and more big bucks~

memory lapse

When anger fuels someones mind, macam macam words will come out. I know I've poured the wrong word out but its just so tense on that very moment that I blurted** out that word. I can't say I feel guilty on the use of it, but I just can't use any other words to describe his actions. I also know its a harsh word , again, my own error again. Its rude of me and I am remorseful over it. The word used was to scold people whois stuborn & just don't LISTEN to what someone else goto say. Yeah, mom alway says, don't scold others as it might reflect back onto you....aii...hope this won;t fall back onto me~teheee ;) ! I myself am a very forgetful person & pekak (prob due to the daily use of sound blasting headphones haha) n who knows as I age, I might even be a stuborn cow!! [touchwood dun wan a] hahaha we will never know right~? (of kose I pray hard I don't wana become a "mangsatt" ponya person when I age).

Whenever we tend to judge people on their behaviour, have we ever reflect back on ours? It might be true that as people age, they tend to think they know everything~!! and will never want to acept what others goto say. The theory goes as, "eat till old learn till old".I hope and pray that I will age gracefully and charmingly hahaha. People's attitude will change from time to time, change for the better or worst, hard to say, just try to put yourself into their shoes for a minute before you speak your mind ;)

thau thia

wa rasa la, uu shi hor, wa kalang kong aneh chearr, chin chia liao latt. shii kong haleh mingkia shi eelang tiok, eelang touu aii palang thia, kah UN eelang a simcheng. hor wa lah, uu shi wa chou eh mingkia unnnya misih aneh kantan. boh hamit lang eh UN wa eh shimcheng especially wa chou eh khang khoi 3D. actually when siaksengther, un nya bua hantam hachikiok KANINE.boh lang eh bengpek. tubeh khii chileh model asii chileh development, exactly siangka chileh 1st hand contractor. mm shi 2D but 3D. kekhiwa. wa ehh ah thau no.2 "S" , aneh kuan eh lang aneh eng eh chou associate, eh kang chii kuan kuan. BUT mingkia beh solve and chingao siam. sekaii unnya boh fair. phaii eh lang, tak tak tau tharn chin hou eh life, shun shun lili chour mingkia. hamitt pon "no fear". i thinkla coz eelang selfish, tats y eelang eh channel e eh mind khi e aii eh mingkia. Hou eh langlaa, simm hou tats y ee beh tharn ee aii eh mingkia coz e uh think & care about others ... khangkhor chou eh lokk being selfish. BUT again, suffer eh lang shii walang kaki. aii, mm chai a...aneh boh tiuk, aneh pon boh tiuk. as long as mia "haii" lang tor ok la hor. mia phienn lang, mia chourr phai. hehehehe kong aneh chearr, wa rasa wa eh written hokkien oso beh phai leh. POn notice chin chearr repeat words. hahaha i think hokkien chin kantan compared to hakka or etc. OKLa chuii chuii thakk chileh column, leave a post la hahahaha c if u got the meaning right~ cheers

Step by step~* oh baby

Middle of March* the sudden surge in overhead on the bills gave me a chill...the usual chill I would get whenever those words come by. What to do ...? If you don't do it, nobody will & the tower will collapse. hehehe Anyway, Yuna's renewal jab is coming soon. Just last Saturday I collected her MKA cert* chehh chehh*~ hahaha but the thing that I need to check is microchip for her. Previously her breeder told me she's not installed with her microchip & that once we get her cert, I could bring her to HER vet for chipping. When I check again with her sales assistant, she told me normally they would be chipped before hand. hmm..anyway goto bring her to my vet nearby to checklor. Its so kelian her sis is stil unsold...droopy head...not cheerful. Seeing her & seeing my manja chifafa at home made me wana bring yuna to c her JJ & tell her " c!, ur jj is so pitiful here, u stil dun wana b kuai kuai a!" ...hahaha If only I have another extra $1.5k I would have bought her home . Nice hor, one short coat, one long coat. Its all about the $$$ hahaha. If I were to earn $6-7k per month, I think thats sufficient ...like I told myself 5-yrs ago, If i were to earn $4-5k...bla bla bla. Its never enough hor. hahahaha . In my family's case, It will never be sufficient to cover & you will need to be a businessman to have that kind of income to sustain it. Whenla will I be rich? when a? hahaha Cannot just ask without action also. Things will never fall from the sky. Its effort & pure luck for you to meet the right person. Just like lurvee~* hahahaha Oh ya, talk about efficiency, I salute MYEG which I am very happy & impressed with its delivery. Just this morning I submitted the road tax renewal thru online & by lunch, I received my road tax just like that, & talk about %, Its a good deal and bravo to this. Like thatla I say "malaysia boleh". thumbs up. Okla, this week is a bundle of work. Need to go tapow & have dinner. tomolow is koko's cow day. & also josephs & li pings. So many ppl hor. March babies.....cakes pls everybody~!

sad news~

bro rang me alot of times during lunch~ i was like "apala~". I called back n he told me there a sad news to report. He just received an email from koyama saying koyama mama passed away on the 22nd feb & was buried on the 25th feb. Its very upsetting for the fact that I stil haven't been able to pay them a visit after 15 yrs since my last home stay in Japan. I couldnt converse well in Japanese, moreover the fact to now arrange a proper sentence is tougher than before. My bro will have to deliver the messages to him tonight, deep down, I want to apologize & our deepest condolences to koyama family especially for papa since he's staying alone now. I wish Yasuko & the rest of the siblings will tender to papa from today onwards. ...omitofot...pleasee let me save up more $$ to visit koyama san....

Cramps~

1st it was the churning tummy washing machine sore... this aching feeling is somewhat the wana "lausai" thing. Then after a session of the ikan bakar *yummy*, it was the lower factory sore!! Adoi, what the F!@#$% is wrong with me la?? This factory "ache" started right after the meal, till 3.30pm. Its agonizing till I almost call it a days quit to head to the clinic. Goto head to the clinic whenever the pocket is full for another round of scanning. Pray hard its really nothing at all but just mere a muscle cramp ;) omitofot~ ammmmmm~*

Asian dramas

Since last year, I have been spending lots of my freetime watching japanese, korean dramas. It was really enjoyable when you are hooked up with the best drama's around. Its a waste that most of the drama's end with very short episodes. For the japanese market, it was always 10 episodes or just slightly more. As for the koreans, its an average of 20 episodes. Recently, this drama "Smile, you" was my favourite> its funny, family orientated with a dash of romance (as usual in korean dramas) & its oh soo funny & loveable characters potrayed. I love it soo much that I would pray for Haabuji to recoverlor inside that drama.There was once a documentary about korean pop culture. They question the fact that korean drama's are based soo similar to the romance plot & why is it still a hit eventough it repeats itself almost in every dramas? the reply was survey showed that reality has taken its tol on alot of humans leaving the facts that reality isn't always about fairytales. So by creating special plots to this romance story, alot of people are taken into the world they would love to be loved. The smart thing about the koreans is that they have proper & head to tail storyline that makes everything so charming. Just like the Indian movies, we question them, why all the dancing & heroic stands every lead would carry, again the survey showed as many Indians doesnt lead a privellage life, the movie is a passage to a world they would like to be in, become somebody & have melodic happy surroundings. Yes, I agree with this theories from both country and I respect their effort to bring happiness into people's life by contributing something of a storybook fairytale direction. Yes, its boring many would say, its repeating itself, yes...but it works for some as I know, recently it was something I look into for relaxation or even someone who can relate to. At times its too dramatic & its too sad but it does tell a tale to people, things does happen like tis in reality but people will just walk away from it rather than to face it . Chaodown on it & I wish there will be more "smile,you" kinna drama's out there for people to enjoy! hahahahaha cheers everybody.

It was nice

Yesterday night while my brother was out for the "car" commercial, I played with yuna the entire day. She even slept beside me the entire night, cuddling right next to me, I am super happy to be acompanied by her. At times I will think about what life holds for many many humans out there. I might be complaining or crying my heart out over reflecting what happened but then again, everytime when this thoughts lingers thru my mind, buddha always was there to remind me that it ain't that bad after all. With that, I will quickly overcome my supression of becoming upset & change my inner mode to "try your best & be thankful". As I always say, eventough its not the best, but think again, we should be happy for it. Seeing senior folks having to work hard, still taking the public transport, walking alone, individuals whom are not able to access mobility...i feel sorry that I can't do more & churn better for everybody. I wish I can do more but the base of my own family issue ain't solved yet & I believe I can make it work for my family & even to do more contribution to the rest of the world. With this given note, I will always have to remind myself, "be positive & strive for the best, don't buckle to petty issues & laugh off/ even forget it ever happened those bad experiences~" ! SMILE & cheer up everybody! gambarimashiooo earthlings

Day 11th of CNY 2010

aiyo, so fastleh~ now already 11th day. It seemed like yesterday it was just the new year of 2010. now already end of february...wahsei~* What the headlines on the newspaper today is pathetic. TNB will increase its charges starting by March. Then there's the woes about malaysians not consuming enough vegetables which Might even make farmers cut down on suplies???!! Then the figures of my maintainence jumping up $20 bucks this year....ish* . Bos gave a mere low Bonus despite his claims & bragging of how grand was the collection...hmm I wonder whats truely happening? Whats the setback & main reason to all this recession issue? If things are going this path, then human kind will move towards extinction & the rich is the only kind that will conquer the world~hmmm sucks ;P

SUPER WEAK RM making everything expensive....Low salaries, Bad public transport, Bad public safety, Bad welfare, Bad bosses, Bad people, Tonnes of rojak foreigners, Blood sucking politicians & businessmans,...good luck malaysians ;)

CNY is around the corner. olala~ money arises whenever its near the red & yellow celebration. Of course I look foward to celebrations like this in the past~* but now, a jar of cookies which costs RM20 above will make ur jaw drop at the sight of it. Home made cookeis costs even more! yikes. Those which are cheaper, in actual fact is a real turndown. Whyla people produce such bad cookies to sell? when its really even not tasty in the 1st place. Does cheap spells "not tasty at all?" . Business thirsty people. Of course quality food means being super expensive but don't la till people want to buy & savour some really basic cookies oso not available. How are the below average people gonna be happy about it? I would like to bake some cookies, but easier said than done, I am hell a lazy chic or should I say, busy for what?! soo many things are left undone. gosh* can I generate good money while enjoy learning & doing new passion together with it....hmmm~* that I have to choose & one fine day, I believe passion & money generating can gel together. yehaa~*

Ok, foremost, basic target I must acomplish after CNY :

Siew yok

Pineapple tarts

I think this two items is a good acomplishment to kickstart 2010 tiger year, roar~! But hor, today is 9-2-10, the scent of the big "B" is still far away. Rumour has it its either tomorrow or the day after, Thursday. Well to whine, I think we aint' there as bosses always have their rift in distributing the big "B" away..lets just say, Thank you buddha for this, its a so called "last minute" shopping again lor. What to do ;) Only yesterday I submitted my mega project of 2009. I really pray all is accepted well & smooth so I can sit back and wait for the payments to arrive. Good tidings & good vibes for 2010. As usual, Healthy & safety are the criteria then comes $$$. I wish all of ya a Happy Chinese New Year~ HUAT AH!