given any chance XD

given any chance, i would like to :

-create a association for designers welfare & protection. Setup a collection centre for designers~*ahem* . Why should designers be controlled slaves to agencies/groups that doesnt even understand Designs & just uses their mouth to sway left & right >>not to mention their time spent on starbucks and other luxury that makes them look GLAM but inside = kosong*. If they can sell and make big bucks for both parties, okla, but alwayz wana tax a big portion but not working their best to sell, but rather BOW to unreasonable changes. You tapow rice 2 bungkus oso u goto pay 2 bungkus price, eventough its not tasty, U still have to pay, where got buy 1 bungkus & keeps adding "lauk" without additional charges?? siao! people, understand this theoryla.... if u need a designer, use us as consultant, we will adapt to ur needs but if u soo clever have all your own say, then better u do everything ur own way & talk to a contractor directly. easier..... there are times we can adpot your concept and make proper proposals, if its just a copy & budget tight thing, forget it la. Designs are very subjective, it varys greatly, so open up & learn to acept new thingslo.....

-not work under that curly fella again.

-give a punching & paintball session(without armour) on my ex, wack the daylight out of him

-get a good spa treatment & rejuvinate my mental health

-get more chihuahuas!

-vacations & bring family for great outings

-as usual, earn big bucks....and more big bucks~

memory lapse

When anger fuels someones mind, macam macam words will come out. I know I've poured the wrong word out but its just so tense on that very moment that I blurted** out that word. I can't say I feel guilty on the use of it, but I just can't use any other words to describe his actions. I also know its a harsh word , again, my own error again. Its rude of me and I am remorseful over it. The word used was to scold people whois stuborn & just don't LISTEN to what someone else goto say. Yeah, mom alway says, don't scold others as it might reflect back onto you....aii...hope this won;t fall back onto me~teheee ;) ! I myself am a very forgetful person & pekak (prob due to the daily use of sound blasting headphones haha) n who knows as I age, I might even be a stuborn cow!! [touchwood dun wan a] hahaha we will never know right~? (of kose I pray hard I don't wana become a "mangsatt" ponya person when I age).

Whenever we tend to judge people on their behaviour, have we ever reflect back on ours? It might be true that as people age, they tend to think they know everything~!! and will never want to acept what others goto say. The theory goes as, "eat till old learn till old".I hope and pray that I will age gracefully and charmingly hahaha. People's attitude will change from time to time, change for the better or worst, hard to say, just try to put yourself into their shoes for a minute before you speak your mind ;)

thau thia

wa rasa la, uu shi hor, wa kalang kong aneh chearr, chin chia liao latt. shii kong haleh mingkia shi eelang tiok, eelang touu aii palang thia, kah UN eelang a simcheng. hor wa lah, uu shi wa chou eh mingkia unnnya misih aneh kantan. boh hamit lang eh UN wa eh shimcheng especially wa chou eh khang khoi 3D. actually when siaksengther, un nya bua hantam hachikiok KANINE.boh lang eh bengpek. tubeh khii chileh model asii chileh development, exactly siangka chileh 1st hand contractor. mm shi 2D but 3D. kekhiwa. wa ehh ah thau no.2 "S" , aneh kuan eh lang aneh eng eh chou associate, eh kang chii kuan kuan. BUT mingkia beh solve and chingao siam. sekaii unnya boh fair. phaii eh lang, tak tak tau tharn chin hou eh life, shun shun lili chour mingkia. hamitt pon "no fear". i thinkla coz eelang selfish, tats y eelang eh channel e eh mind khi e aii eh mingkia. Hou eh langlaa, simm hou tats y ee beh tharn ee aii eh mingkia coz e uh think & care about others ... khangkhor chou eh lokk being selfish. BUT again, suffer eh lang shii walang kaki. aii, mm chai a...aneh boh tiuk, aneh pon boh tiuk. as long as mia "haii" lang tor ok la hor. mia phienn lang, mia chourr phai. hehehehe kong aneh chearr, wa rasa wa eh written hokkien oso beh phai leh. POn notice chin chearr repeat words. hahaha i think hokkien chin kantan compared to hakka or etc. OKLa chuii chuii thakk chileh column, leave a post la hahahaha c if u got the meaning right~ cheers

Step by step~* oh baby

Middle of March* the sudden surge in overhead on the bills gave me a chill...the usual chill I would get whenever those words come by. What to do ...? If you don't do it, nobody will & the tower will collapse. hehehe Anyway, Yuna's renewal jab is coming soon. Just last Saturday I collected her MKA cert* chehh chehh*~ hahaha but the thing that I need to check is microchip for her. Previously her breeder told me she's not installed with her microchip & that once we get her cert, I could bring her to HER vet for chipping. When I check again with her sales assistant, she told me normally they would be chipped before hand. hmm..anyway goto bring her to my vet nearby to checklor. Its so kelian her sis is stil unsold...droopy head...not cheerful. Seeing her & seeing my manja chifafa at home made me wana bring yuna to c her JJ & tell her " c!, ur jj is so pitiful here, u stil dun wana b kuai kuai a!" ...hahaha If only I have another extra $1.5k I would have bought her home . Nice hor, one short coat, one long coat. Its all about the $$$ hahaha. If I were to earn $6-7k per month, I think thats sufficient ...like I told myself 5-yrs ago, If i were to earn $4-5k...bla bla bla. Its never enough hor. hahahaha . In my family's case, It will never be sufficient to cover & you will need to be a businessman to have that kind of income to sustain it. Whenla will I be rich? when a? hahaha Cannot just ask without action also. Things will never fall from the sky. Its effort & pure luck for you to meet the right person. Just like lurvee~* hahahaha Oh ya, talk about efficiency, I salute MYEG which I am very happy & impressed with its delivery. Just this morning I submitted the road tax renewal thru online & by lunch, I received my road tax just like that, & talk about %, Its a good deal and bravo to this. Like thatla I say "malaysia boleh". thumbs up. Okla, this week is a bundle of work. Need to go tapow & have dinner. tomolow is koko's cow day. & also josephs & li pings. So many ppl hor. March babies.....cakes pls everybody~!

sad news~

bro rang me alot of times during lunch~ i was like "apala~". I called back n he told me there a sad news to report. He just received an email from koyama saying koyama mama passed away on the 22nd feb & was buried on the 25th feb. Its very upsetting for the fact that I stil haven't been able to pay them a visit after 15 yrs since my last home stay in Japan. I couldnt converse well in Japanese, moreover the fact to now arrange a proper sentence is tougher than before. My bro will have to deliver the messages to him tonight, deep down, I want to apologize & our deepest condolences to koyama family especially for papa since he's staying alone now. I wish Yasuko & the rest of the siblings will tender to papa from today onwards. ...omitofot...pleasee let me save up more $$ to visit koyama san....

Cramps~

1st it was the churning tummy washing machine sore... this aching feeling is somewhat the wana "lausai" thing. Then after a session of the ikan bakar *yummy*, it was the lower factory sore!! Adoi, what the F!@#$% is wrong with me la?? This factory "ache" started right after the meal, till 3.30pm. Its agonizing till I almost call it a days quit to head to the clinic. Goto head to the clinic whenever the pocket is full for another round of scanning. Pray hard its really nothing at all but just mere a muscle cramp ;) omitofot~ ammmmmm~*

Asian dramas

Since last year, I have been spending lots of my freetime watching japanese, korean dramas. It was really enjoyable when you are hooked up with the best drama's around. Its a waste that most of the drama's end with very short episodes. For the japanese market, it was always 10 episodes or just slightly more. As for the koreans, its an average of 20 episodes. Recently, this drama "Smile, you" was my favourite> its funny, family orientated with a dash of romance (as usual in korean dramas) & its oh soo funny & loveable characters potrayed. I love it soo much that I would pray for Haabuji to recoverlor inside that drama.There was once a documentary about korean pop culture. They question the fact that korean drama's are based soo similar to the romance plot & why is it still a hit eventough it repeats itself almost in every dramas? the reply was survey showed that reality has taken its tol on alot of humans leaving the facts that reality isn't always about fairytales. So by creating special plots to this romance story, alot of people are taken into the world they would love to be loved. The smart thing about the koreans is that they have proper & head to tail storyline that makes everything so charming. Just like the Indian movies, we question them, why all the dancing & heroic stands every lead would carry, again the survey showed as many Indians doesnt lead a privellage life, the movie is a passage to a world they would like to be in, become somebody & have melodic happy surroundings. Yes, I agree with this theories from both country and I respect their effort to bring happiness into people's life by contributing something of a storybook fairytale direction. Yes, its boring many would say, its repeating itself, yes...but it works for some as I know, recently it was something I look into for relaxation or even someone who can relate to. At times its too dramatic & its too sad but it does tell a tale to people, things does happen like tis in reality but people will just walk away from it rather than to face it . Chaodown on it & I wish there will be more "smile,you" kinna drama's out there for people to enjoy! hahahahaha cheers everybody.

It was nice

Yesterday night while my brother was out for the "car" commercial, I played with yuna the entire day. She even slept beside me the entire night, cuddling right next to me, I am super happy to be acompanied by her. At times I will think about what life holds for many many humans out there. I might be complaining or crying my heart out over reflecting what happened but then again, everytime when this thoughts lingers thru my mind, buddha always was there to remind me that it ain't that bad after all. With that, I will quickly overcome my supression of becoming upset & change my inner mode to "try your best & be thankful". As I always say, eventough its not the best, but think again, we should be happy for it. Seeing senior folks having to work hard, still taking the public transport, walking alone, individuals whom are not able to access mobility...i feel sorry that I can't do more & churn better for everybody. I wish I can do more but the base of my own family issue ain't solved yet & I believe I can make it work for my family & even to do more contribution to the rest of the world. With this given note, I will always have to remind myself, "be positive & strive for the best, don't buckle to petty issues & laugh off/ even forget it ever happened those bad experiences~" ! SMILE & cheer up everybody! gambarimashiooo earthlings