2012~

To mark it now, today the 16th Feb 2012, its pretty much a fast paced life now. You wake up early, you clock in to work, you have your lovely lunch, clock out @ about 7pm so, have your dinner or cook your dinner, shower, do some homework name it house chores or freelances, sit down to enjoy a few tv clips and go to bed which my time is on an average of 12.30am. That's it! gone 24 hours. I do feel its too fast and to less of a joy to enjoy a days life. What it is that we do that eats up the leisure time? I really question if 24 hours is really enough. I bought my mom airasia tickets to KL last year about 6 months ago, and this Saturday, she will be in town. Gosh...CNY was a month ago. Now its mid-feb. Soon its early March and what have I done lately? Aside from the consistent rush on freelances..(which inevitably cost me a delay whenever there are changes) Cost cheap, changes alot. Ahh...what a trend lately. So What are our values in life? Just this monday I sent out an email to an old friend to seek clearance to his office which costs me being issued now a lawyers letter amounting to $4.5k. Of course I shouldn't be held liable to his debts, rather I need responsibilities from him to settle this and the least he can do is give me a reply. Its not once, but it happened before and as idiotic as he is, he choose to escape and hide as if I were his debt collector. What a great lie he is to my life, using me and pretending to be someone when in actual fact he just needs a shelter over his head. I knew that reason when I choosed to ignore both sides, my ex best buddy and him. Both whom I choosed to walk away from and to leave all sadness behind. I need to move on as it says. But HECK, now where am I and what the heck am I doing? Still figuring what I need to do. Lost at times. Hey , will strive thru it. ;)