2009....the good & the bad~

2009 is coming to an end. another went by and thanked god for the blessed goods that we've received. Its not the best nor is it the worst but its good enough to be happy about. Most important is the blessing of health & safety. Many things can work out just fine if we put our mind not have the conflict with the irritating stuffs, we will prevail in our own way. There's no such thing as no problems. One who lives life without problems will not be able to handle it shall they be slapped with one. Of course its better if "problems" doesnt come visit us that often ;) Every year we will renew our resolution, here are some of mine to share with :

1. Health >> Exercise more....try to stop *clouding* & just really stop it for good
2. Target to double my earnings & SAVE! it of course for funds to roll & expand~ $$$$$$$!!! important!!
3. Meet more good & truthful people
4. It will begin & it will be done to grow into something fruitful & happy
5. Pay off all bad debts to relatives & BANKS! at least I use CASH to pay rather than the plastic card ;)

Whatever it is...I just wish every year, bad events won't repeat itself, the least are lessons learnt & discard off from one's life. I wish my family the greatest health & success, my dear friends also be filled with abundance of happiness. As usual, nothing comes as the perfect package & nobody wants a consolation prize. Thank god for everything, & welcome in 2010 with a mind filled with happy thoughts !! hurray! love ya all!

"explaining" & "elaborating" too much can be lethal when used against us in the future~* i regret having to speak out just to paint a picture of everything but then again, the power of words varies & can be contradicting at the end of ones life.... the power da almighty gave us will always be misused. given anybody, its really your will power to ignore & forget. Move on & focus on the purpose of life. there's no money generated by bad experiences, no gold at the end of the rainbow. so whats the point of even trying hard to remember it. it will only add high blood pressure & stress to our mind. i have learnt not to be shadowed by all this shit, once a while we do need to remind our self of such bad experience but we grow out of it & take it as a challenge to improve our self. you fall, you stand back up & you learn the pain. lately i find these individuals being SO narcastic, tantrums,so blinded when they are angered. Is it all really in the genes, i can loudly say YES!!! the power of our mind is to whether onot you want to put yourself in other ppls shoes to get the picture or just listen n forget. if you choose to listen n forget then by all means in the future, never ever (& its utterly impolite to) bring back personal secrets of others to taint a bad picture on that individual. its very rude to use it against the individual by digging up pasts. what needs to be addressed is current issues, current argument topics & current dispute. not old past happenings...its not very nice.....

something funny happened yesterday night after my "oh so tedious" house cleaning & playing with Yuna. it came about 10.30pm. I received sms es & was shocked to see...whyla tis things came out. I was sandwiched in between 3 person & I have a sharp corner to turn. its not easy but i know, i can't avoid it. one call here, another sms'es there. "f" words were used on the younger chap towards the elderly which in fact is really rude. went out for tea to cool things off & came back home to cool the other party off. on n off, i only manage to sleep @ 4.30am. now i have this sinful feeling of being a 2 headed snake. just to let ppl understand the whole thing, i poured in too much details, pouring in too much details in hope that the other person might understand, i then again forgotten, what if tat person in the future is angered, will he use all this against us pulak? alamak...trying to charm both sides might instead harm our side by revealing too much. I hate all this 2 headed snake thing. I rather not be intrude about this & just want to focus in our lives rather than have hate here & there. its too tedious trying to earn the big bucks here & be bothered by some other human made errors...everybody made mistakes..who doesnt...right? so drop the bad & go hand in hand with the good. nothing is ever packed nicely perfectly, just either choose sides or accept facts ;)....oh, me so tired..... hope everybody keep their cool & RILEK laa~ ahhahaha