stopping~

its June and I goto be determined to stop. Bear in mind that its costly and not bringing any benefit to anybody at all. So June 1,marks it. Be focused and be firm...you can do it!!

just because~

just because I seek it doesnt give you the privellage to misconduct the whole work flow.
just because I seemed desperate doesnt permits you to submit comments on the very last minute and pressurize me on how important the job is.

I am tired of all these architects playing around with workforces like they just don't use any of their mind to check and monitor their OWN shit and pass it on to others like nobody's business. Whats the culture coming to? simply do things just to get it done and charge on high rates. while we are being paid cheaply?? Whats is this malaysian culture of not wanting to fight thru the fog and wants easy bite to feed on? all also want a big slice of the pie. everytime things will be marked up by 30% just to feed them for not DOING their work. Its no longer a sincere collaboration but rather just a cheap labour on this end that caters to their very need just because we are desperate. Its unfair....unfair.....

when you look up to the skies~

when u stare up to the wide blue sky, what's etched on your mind? the world is so huge and big....and its a lonely planet....namingly we have solar systems but we're the only planet thats breeding life forms and humans that can type nonsense just like me ;) I always think, whats so great about money, whats so great about friendship and whats so great about love.....critically speaking, whats really good nowadays? hmmm....i think health and happiness is the greatest pair to be blessed with....

given any chance again......i only want ............

May bangkok resume its peace

slow down~

business has been slow lately. felt abit pitiful, but can't let this pithiness drag me down. still as always counter thinking ways and means to attract cash ;) goto refresh reading my book again ;) cheers everyone, everyday is a good day!

the power of the mind~

I feel happy seeing her positive energy. There's nobody in this world I have met who can bounce up so fast like her. Given any humans, they would need time to step up and face the world. I respect her courage and her strong will to fight it. I have learned from her that we can smile too from all this with a powerful mind. Day by day, I capture many events, stories and happy moments, it enlightens me and I greatly appreciate buddha's blessing. Thank you for teaching me something new again and cherish those whom I've truely feel are friends in my heart.

humanity

Off recently, just last friday april 30th, i received a news about a collegue. it was a sad news. I couldnt brush it off from my mind thinking that humans are fragile and we can't predict the future. Its nobody's words agaisnt what's already stated in our lifeline. Yes its intriguing to actually barge into that person's house and say comforting words. its not an easy task nor is it easy for the victim to face it. To my suprise, I thought I was feeling sad over the incident and wouldnt want to comment more about it but there are people who can talk about it so casually, when i was thinking she was actually on the intention of caring towards that person. The way she spoke reminded me of my dad's situation where people would just come and say, "he's fat, he didnt eat right, he's this~ he did tat wrong..." bla bla bla... she said that this victim was amongst the risk factor group and she didnt eat the proper way...I was like, come on! anybody can be at risks, anybody can be a victim, it doesnt necessarily spell a must she's at those group that she must fall under threat of being a victim. In my mind, these people have never faced these situations amongst their own family members thats why their verbal use of words are sooo easy & brainless. In my dad's case, my dad was healthy and in good condition but it just happened. Shit just happens. It can happen to anyone...nobody could predict.... a good healthy person can too fall into the category. Don't start judging people and please be humble towards the victim. Being a critical person towards the victim is unfair because you are alright and you never think about the person's feelings. Shut up and do what's necessary, can't do anything, just shut up. I now see a clearer picture and the type of people inside this place. yucks ;P the boundary is on....i wish i meet more people like mr. ip man or even have a hubby like him. akakakaka....alas, omitofot and god bless....