2009....the good & the bad~

2009 is coming to an end. another went by and thanked god for the blessed goods that we've received. Its not the best nor is it the worst but its good enough to be happy about. Most important is the blessing of health & safety. Many things can work out just fine if we put our mind not have the conflict with the irritating stuffs, we will prevail in our own way. There's no such thing as no problems. One who lives life without problems will not be able to handle it shall they be slapped with one. Of course its better if "problems" doesnt come visit us that often ;) Every year we will renew our resolution, here are some of mine to share with :

1. Health >> Exercise more....try to stop *clouding* & just really stop it for good
2. Target to double my earnings & SAVE! it of course for funds to roll & expand~ $$$$$$$!!! important!!
3. Meet more good & truthful people
4. It will begin & it will be done to grow into something fruitful & happy
5. Pay off all bad debts to relatives & BANKS! at least I use CASH to pay rather than the plastic card ;)

Whatever it is...I just wish every year, bad events won't repeat itself, the least are lessons learnt & discard off from one's life. I wish my family the greatest health & success, my dear friends also be filled with abundance of happiness. As usual, nothing comes as the perfect package & nobody wants a consolation prize. Thank god for everything, & welcome in 2010 with a mind filled with happy thoughts !! hurray! love ya all!

"explaining" & "elaborating" too much can be lethal when used against us in the future~* i regret having to speak out just to paint a picture of everything but then again, the power of words varies & can be contradicting at the end of ones life.... the power da almighty gave us will always be misused. given anybody, its really your will power to ignore & forget. Move on & focus on the purpose of life. there's no money generated by bad experiences, no gold at the end of the rainbow. so whats the point of even trying hard to remember it. it will only add high blood pressure & stress to our mind. i have learnt not to be shadowed by all this shit, once a while we do need to remind our self of such bad experience but we grow out of it & take it as a challenge to improve our self. you fall, you stand back up & you learn the pain. lately i find these individuals being SO narcastic, tantrums,so blinded when they are angered. Is it all really in the genes, i can loudly say YES!!! the power of our mind is to whether onot you want to put yourself in other ppls shoes to get the picture or just listen n forget. if you choose to listen n forget then by all means in the future, never ever (& its utterly impolite to) bring back personal secrets of others to taint a bad picture on that individual. its very rude to use it against the individual by digging up pasts. what needs to be addressed is current issues, current argument topics & current dispute. not old past happenings...its not very nice.....

something funny happened yesterday night after my "oh so tedious" house cleaning & playing with Yuna. it came about 10.30pm. I received sms es & was shocked to see...whyla tis things came out. I was sandwiched in between 3 person & I have a sharp corner to turn. its not easy but i know, i can't avoid it. one call here, another sms'es there. "f" words were used on the younger chap towards the elderly which in fact is really rude. went out for tea to cool things off & came back home to cool the other party off. on n off, i only manage to sleep @ 4.30am. now i have this sinful feeling of being a 2 headed snake. just to let ppl understand the whole thing, i poured in too much details, pouring in too much details in hope that the other person might understand, i then again forgotten, what if tat person in the future is angered, will he use all this against us pulak? alamak...trying to charm both sides might instead harm our side by revealing too much. I hate all this 2 headed snake thing. I rather not be intrude about this & just want to focus in our lives rather than have hate here & there. its too tedious trying to earn the big bucks here & be bothered by some other human made errors...everybody made mistakes..who doesnt...right? so drop the bad & go hand in hand with the good. nothing is ever packed nicely perfectly, just either choose sides or accept facts ;)....oh, me so tired..... hope everybody keep their cool & RILEK laa~ ahhahaha

new member : YUNA chann*

Halloween marked the day I bought lil' Yuna from "The House of Groomers".

The day before, me & my bro decided to head over to view the litter (short coat & long)..... cause I was thrilled when I spoke to the breeder about her short coat chifafa, available female & of course the price la ahem*$$~. wiv MKA cert somemore! ..I was pumped...excited & even posted on FB asking my heavenly based Honey..if shes the one?? hahaha

We jammed our way thru the sunway traffic & upon arrival was told that the breeder brought her home.I was disappointed & let down by thinking...."bohh enn" la (no fate lor)... so headed back home after a 1 hour journey ;P. I even left my contact hoping she would call the very next day for viewing or even MMS to me...

The very next day (Saturday), I woke up late as usual...lazy & disorientated by the tight datelines... hunger for more rests, sat on the couch & watching astro @ a very lazy mode when suddenly I thought, Y not sms the breeder again! & let's see if this time, its for real...sms, got reply & told bro "wanna go"...off we went & right in front of our eyes the very 1st cubicle...a white short coat & hidden behind is a golden long coat. 1st thing 1st, we were looking at the white one, but when Yuna took her head up, I was instantly in love...the star on her head reminds me of HONEY! & i told bro, aah honey alike honey alike.... they took them out & instantly I voted YUNa, only was abit skeptical about her long coatla...there was a monent when we almost left with the short coat white one but after a short test communication & eye to eye session, Yuna stood out. I even mms my mom to seek her approval on which to choose...cause obviously its hard to decide when you have a (oh so desired) short coat & a long coat with 2 very different personality , specialty & properties....BUT it was decided & Off we go with Yuna & her coming into our lives. I am grateful that I've found another honey...dog's will never leave my life. I wished Yuna good health & good behaviour....kamsiah*

Birthday 2009

Dedicated to my family & friends :

“We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.” by Frederick Keonig

Thank you all ~

japanese shu cream puffs

I got it from the net, tried it, loved it & as usual, the recipy always goes missing when I am in dire need to wallop a few puffs. The easiest hunt will always thru my own blog. kakaka!

Ingredients :

- 3 tbsp butter

- 2 tsp sugar

- 1/2 cup water

- 1 1/2 eggs-2eggs

- for custard cream filling : 2 tbsps flour/ 1/2 cup sugar/ 1 cup milk/ 2 egg yolks/ 1 tbsp metled butter

- powdered sugar for topping

Preheat oven to 375 deg F. Beat eggs in a bowl. Put better, sugar and water in a pan and bring to boil. Add flour in the butter mixture and stir quickly. Stop the heat, add eggs slowly in the mixture and mix well. Put the dough on an oven pan. Bake them in the 375 degF oven for 30 mins. Becareful of browning too quickly... cool the puffs . Make the custard cream as follows. Mix egg yolks and sugar in pan. Add sifted flour in the pan and mix well. Add warm mild in the pan gradually. Place the pan on low heat and stir the mixture constantly until thickened. Stop the heat and add melted butter and stir well. Cool the custard cream. Fill the puffs and sprinkle with powdered sugar.

makes 8-10 puffs.

happy~ ;)

October liao!

I gave myself a target, to make it work before the end of the year cause time ain't on anybody's side. Its too precious that I can't fully make use of it to DO what I WANNA do! Its always the crappy I am busy thing, but honestly, its for real that " I am busy" most of the time cause I need extra $$. Without that extra $$, I guess it just wouldnt work out for my family. Sustain sustain~*

Ok, giving myself a solid dateline is great & I am gonna make it work. Stop sketching, brainstorming continues, calls calls calls , admins, & major big timer > FUNDING! Need to be ah Long to chase back those pending figures from my clients..they are way over 90days....aii~* I hope I achieve close to my target ;) ~YOOOooooo shhhhh!

Boh Akai~! what a disgrace !

Aiyo, rubbish rubbish everywhere. I can't seem to understand why some people can't discard their wastes properly. That difficult meh? That lazy meh? This is making our apartment residence look "paria" & cheap.The cleaners are hardworking, I witnessed it. Neh those residents whois not corporating thats making a mess out of a pleasant simple place.Eh maintanence fee not cheap leh~! $100/month for a dense community. If the 1st bag is full & tearing up, just add another layer la & tie it up properly ma. Some people really not civic minded enuf, just one simple knot & swing from far far away to the dustbin and there their dump scattered all over. KNS~* Look at the residents on my floor. This is an apartment, not a bloody low cost flat. Tie rubbish oso 1 kind, if there were the ones collecting the rubbishes to throw, I think they will "khao pek khao bu" liao. Even tough being cleaners are on the lower rank of an occupation, we goto respect them & do our part to maintain cleanliness ma. Its also a profession & shouldn't be looked aside for not playing an important role in the society. Ish, so selfish. I wonder now, these has been happening for the past few months. I am suspecting its either a cat, but cat can't just rip da plastic till like this. Its human...i wonder which fuck face is doing this? Wanna hunt for recycle items oso not like this ma. If I can embed a CCTV would be lovely.Guarentee its not a dog>>either cats/ pests/reptiles /worst~human....Malaysians are not very hygienically educated. As I always whine...just look at our toilets....Don't parents / school educate the proper way of maintaining toilet cleanliness? yeshh~* nowadays the mamak's toilet is like a wreck~* Even net cafes are also enduring this dirty toilet trend. Once I entered a toilet & to my utmost disgust~ da poo was all over the floor...bits bits la not the whole pile..aiyo who the fuck, "lau sai" oso dunu how to use the water to wash it down the hole...Aiii~* whats wrong a? " 1 malaysia loh, dirty malaysia~!"

Hip & leg shapes

I have always wondered why some ladies can wear pants looking exactly like what was shown on the catalogues/displays >> what you see is what you wear. st chart depicts the type of hips you have. There's A B C D. Upon choosing the type you have, you will see that they have enlisted the type of pants, skirts or leg ware to suit your hip & leg cutting. That's why I always see my friends wearing nice short pants looking nice but whenever I put on these short pants...it just looked awkwardly weird & ...weird. I am glad to see this chart & am very happy to share it with ya all. I am group D. That's why I always wear three quarter pants & it suits me dearly. Now I can mix & match more with this chart as reference.

Japs rocks~* love em.

090909

YEAHH~* MAKING A MARKING ON THIS SPECIAL DAY *

09-09-09 BABY ~yahooooo*

Actually I thought about coming in to work & get ready to punch @ 9.09 am..manatau the traffice was bad..I got delayed..sigh*

Happy Happy~! Many more happiness to come into my family's life & of course to my LIFE a.s.a.p ;) hahahaha Cheerz

MIMPI

I have a dream last night, that I was bitten by a snake. THis snake has got a good grip on my fingers & just wouldnt let go. In total there were 3 snakes, but this one really bite me hard & I was in pain for it just wouldnt let go. I have to twist its head around with my flesh still stuck to its fangs. It ripped my flesh away but I had to do it as its locked to my fingers. I remember seeing blood but afater a few minutes, my fingers were back to normal. Phiew~* painful but healed fast...So anyway, I checked the websites for its meaning, here';s a few different descriptions but all also gave me chills as it really does reflect the reality of what I might be facing if these few individuals does come & kacau me...HOPE NOT! wished they vanished & never again bumped into each other...hard to forgive & forget>> I choosed to ignore both sides, no matter how long we've known each other..it doesn't matter anymore. They didn't cared about my feelings, why should I even be bothered by theirs. In the end, all they know is blame each other & calculate the lost they faced...have they ever flip back the pages & see what I have done for both sides over the years? I guess not~* selfish individuals...I've lost both as friends & lover...they are fighting over thin air but they will never remember what good we've done but rather just pick on a one incident to stain a persons life.....life's full of shit..& this shit will remain a deep wound in my heart.

dream 1 interpret :
Snake - someone has a grudge against you

interpret 2:
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

To see the skin of a snake in your dream, represents protection from illnesses.

To dream that you are eating a live snake, indicates that you are looking for intimacy or sexual fulfillment. Your life is lacking sensuality and passion. If you vomit or throw up the snake, then it may mean that you are overcompensating for something that is lacking in your life. You may be rushing into something

interpret 3:
A snake ready to strike means treachery from one you least expected; killing it means victory over enemies.

Pineapple tarts

I always have a soft spot for pineapple tarts since young...It was always my favourite amongst all cookies listed on the Chinese new year & raya lists. Pineapple tarts nowadays costs RM25/ 50 pcs and its expensive. For my appetite, I could wallop the entire 50 pcs in just a few hours. Imagine having to eat RM25 bucks in just a few hours...a nice decent meal don't even cost that expensive to consume... Last Saturday while I was grocery shopping, I spotted alot of utensils & ingredients for cookie making (Raya ma~) so, being an freshie in baking, I bought a tin of planta margarine (big) & of course the pump to pump the skin for the tarts...which thank godness its rather cheap. I also bought a pineapple...but I think it aint' enough to form even a small bowl of filling. Hmm.... I will embark on my pineapple tarts training session upon my returning from my homeland. I hope its a success & of course, I wish I can really full heartedly " DO IT" successfully without having short comings of super tight datelines & other chores being clumped into one. Just to test trial & error~ ;) Talk about datelines, alot of buggers still haven't prepared any payments for me, even for the lowest fee of $200, bank in from last 2 weeks till now, no shadow! Urgh~* people out there, if you don't' have the budget, please don't hire people to do it, once you hire someone to do it for a fee, please pay up~...... such a disgrace to go about chasing you for the fee's like ah longs. Ah Long's oso got INTEREST CHARGES LA! * ish ish~ shake head

now another kind of pain

Last week was flu & cough....now its this severe nerve pain on my back 30cm below my neck. Its painful...I can't even sit upright nor tie my hair properly. Saturday morning itself jilted me up early with this sore...from sore it turned to pain whenever I wanted to turn or do something. Very robotic. I always knew how my mom's back pain is like, its an unfair life we live in. Having gone thru the pain of struggles in life, here when humans reach a certain age in their life, they are conflicted by pains & mental anguish of what has become of them. Nobody wanted to be born unlucky nor befalled with bad events/defects. Everybody wishes to be perfect. Everybody wishes this life is a beautiful one & as pretty as Disney tells it....Just that not many people understands the theory of life...even I get confused sometimes...this society sucks big time, its making everybody mentally ill & stressed out for no good reasons. Its all human made..who else to blame...nobody. Just the era grew & the demands overlaps our fight to survive.

oh soo drowsy~*

Still have this weekend to pass....Just hope no fever nor anything...takutler..omitofot....

Bad habit, bad habit~

Now picking up a bad habit...oversleeping*! Weekends have been dampered by waking up super late & frequent afternoon naps. This is unforgiving, soon, I will be transformed to a depressing/ unhappy/ poor/ big plump potato. NoooooOOoo~ really lost already!!

I've pampered & worried myself too much. Too many negative vibes coming in from all directions. Bad, bad aura~* Charging & making me utterly weak.... Why a? Must never bow down to defeat~ must never bow down to them!!Block those F~!@#$%>> Goto stay focused on my dream. If I don't do it, nobody will~* ;) oh oh oh~ *

Eat my dust suckers!

R & D

its july, end of july instead~ well, 7 months di..hahaha aii~ i must act fast & prompt, need nor delay time & waste it to nothing. age is catching up & money is not well kept*. Look foward to something new coming soon & hope it will boom! ;) Wish me luck hohohohoho

this knot very hard to untangle

knots after knots, knots ontop of knots, more like a bunch of fishnets tangled together... ahhh... really don't know how to solve...very bottled up this mess... denial, denial... say this, that deny, say that , this deny... then how to make it work? don't later one day something happens that time, how? Till when can I see a brighter side to everything rather than the opposite? I really don't know how to help already.. who's fault? takan this solo artist do everything till when wor? can't they corporate to help help meh? tired...really tired.... tired trying to upkeep for their sake... tired for not seeing something cheerful or positive... tired... whenla will I find the happiness we all are seeking for?

Make a habit for day 1 & 15th every month

Tomorrow, I will start to highlight the chinese dates for "cheee iiit" & " chap goh" on my calendar. I always hope to eat veggies during these 2 days of every month.Need a reminder/alarm clock~ Well actually I do find majority of my diet contains less meat & of course alot of veggies/tofu/eggs*mmm fav. Meat are costly of course~ but humanz oso need abit of meat to have energy. Sikit sikit la~ okler. Like those koay teow theng~* little bitts of meat,, veggies, nice fragrant soup, smooth koay teows, some chunks of crispy pork fats.... ahh perfect bowl of noodle. *drooling* oledi. Ok go go go 1 & 15!

Haze of the hazzesses~* life soo full of haze

Its rather strange but off lately, I notice every rain will be tailgate by haze...& I mean quite a thick fog too.... wonder whats wrong with the world? Pollution? Global warming? I do know of one thing tough, that our government didn't set a good paver system here. We don't even have bicycle lanes china. Its a total rojak ;P furthermore the public transport sucks big time. Just don't understand why la~.... I love taking the public transport, but its timing & availability makes the morning & after work shifts so damn crowded that they don't even stop to pick passengers up from the bus stops. The well maintained public buses are nicely presented BUT traffic jams summons to the delays of our public transport>>sigh* HEY, don't you motice on the road now its filled with "1 car 1 person" policy? Everybody drives a car..you just don't see car pooling. If car pooling is incorporated with a minimum collection, I bet alot of car owners would car pool..say charge your poolers* $1 per trip, eh~it helps to payoff your daily car park fees leh~>> Months ago when I was riding out via public transport, I can say I wasted 2 hrs + at least waiting for the buses to arrive. Don't you think its a waste of time? That actually forced myself into getting a car, which knocks my budget off the chart. Why oh why? I really symphetise those people, old folks, even handicap people. I have seen with my very own eyes the suffering they have to endure.... Our kerajaan just aint doing their best.... Name it the 1st priority the "rakyats" but have they ever actually ride the public transports? Riding it for 30 mins & with lots of bodyguard ain't painting the picture, but try it everyday for at least a month, spot checks, ahh then they will understand the agony the rakyats are facing. All they ever have is drivers, so they just wouldn't feel it nor taste it.More new links & trails ma. We don't even own a bullet train here....sniff *

To even start comparing (ohhh, I am sooo fired up*) rapid LRT = putra is by lot the best for its station locations but don't you think, most of the stop overs just doesn't stop exactly at the destinations but rather 1 or 2 km away? silly huh, the most "bangga" stop would always be KLCC coz its just below KLCC itself. The rest, can be archived & put aside...even the shuttle buses ain't doing its best. When buses & trains fail to take us to places we wish to go, there is another mode, the taxis...OMG how many news have you heard about dangerous taxis lurking around & not knowing the drivers is they were really reliable? You have again, fish, prawn, crab people who can just loan their friends taxis & go out on night shifts...OK for those who are really sincere about working to gain extra cash, I respect you for that. again to what level should we bestow our trust on them? The most unappetizing part is that, almost 99% of our taxis are still the OLD GENERATION "Proton Sagas"~ .... hey, make a face lift la tolong* got new saga still don't wanna upgrade our taxis... Just compare ours with our neighbours, thailand, singapore, indonesia...Aiyoo .... almost 15 yr + old cars still on the road... Dear kerajaan, I love this country very much, but I always feel we have much more potentials to grow & upkeep. THe main major 5 pointers I would always feel is the downfall of our country :

1. RM = not strong enough~ why are we merely making small wages & keep saying we depend on exports to survive, if so, WHERE's the benefit to upgrading this nation proven? & WHY are we soo dependent on imported goods? Ain't we the garden of natural resources, but there's no growth to the local identities here, clients are too hooked onto foreign brands / labels...So we say, we depend on EXPORT to bring in money to the country BUT we are also IMPORTING from others to supply to the consumers here...No technologies, no new things, no new entrepreneurs, no new horizon...all goto spread outside the country only can we glow.... We are spending RM 100 for a stupid imported T's that's just sold @ $29 ; say for example...fair onot? We are not enjoying the benefits at all~! Too much franchise & so little new outlets.

2. PUBLIC TRANSPORT = just ain't there yet...still a far distance away dream~

3. CLEANLINESS & MAINTAINENCE = I don't know if your mama teaches you onot, but I think the schools should have an extra class for toilet hygiene. Architect's & clients should also adopt to a new design called "WET" & "DRY" cubicles. I have to fold my jeans every time I enter the public toilet. Its just too wet. Also, unless its not pocket out from your own $$ your wouldn't even care & help protect public property. Yikes~* civil abit ma~

4. MORE CREATIVITY ROADSHOWS/EXHIBITIONS = I find alot of locals don't really have a sense of appreciation to new things. Its always trend copycats rather than a new language on its own. Just see our commercials & you will tell the level our clients / agencies acceptance in inducing new genes to the public. We need to educate as much as to accept new ideas. That's why we see soo many talented people breeding their best interest in countries which accepts them as something interesting rather than cast away here locally. No heritage upkeeping* Be original ma~

http://pipit.cccelsius.com/

5. EMPLOY LESS FOREIGNERS TO BOOST QUALITY CONTROL & GIVE MORE OPPORTUNITIES TO LOCALS *wake up calls* = its a pity when we see just soo many maid's / even kitchen helpers / cleaners coming in from the foreign countries. I respect the fact that they are making a decent living far better than their own country but the treatment they got & also the rate of seeing how weak malaysians are becoming is so prone that in the future, we can't live without them. I understand the fact that YES, they are affordable & easy to employ...Looking at this issue again...We are just too dependent on others. With this, we have become lazier than ever & diva's as I would name it. How are we going to improve? Gosh I spoke to much....later might be Q&A by the ISA pulak....

Again said, I really love this country, I am also a supporter to the BN government But please, enough of political catfights & get on with improving this country instead...We are by majority suffering & having really hard time adapting to the changes...UP, DOWN, UP, DOWN~ aiyo till when la? Salaries are still being negotiated @ RM 2500 for a senior post for the design industry...gosh, when will we see the boost ? Pitiful, even dubai are offering salaries 3-4 times higher, of korse the things there isn't cheap BUT THERE"S BALANcCE~ that's just it, Balance, balance, balance....... stop taking ourselves to compare to the 3rd world but we should compare ourselves to South KOrea. They are the only country which went off on the development progress at about the same era.Now, we lack so much more...no QUALITY control at all... More boost, more rakyats name it the rich, average, poor, disable & even the old folks ;protection policies .I believe it will achieve a much more promising society, less crimes, less bigger gaps amongst the rich & poor. Sim tiah, really sim tiah & all this made me sounds like a political bitch~ hahaha* Like MJ sings it well " We are the world" >> if everyone cared, the world would be a better place...

The day will come......

All I wana say is that, people who do bad on others & can still live by the broad daylight without shame .... they have to watch out for bad karma will befall onto them...... There will be a day when things will reflect back upon them & we'll see.... we will see....

shoe oso can putus~

another encounter of my chikek day>> just now walking to midvally that time, my shoe's strap snapped...really a~..... LOL....

1 of those chikek dayz

As the chinese saying goes "phorr choii thong choii"..>> ( $$ gone to block bad events). This is a good advise to keep our heart at bay of bad events. I tend to have this waves happening at a "sekali gus" one... its of course the worst feeling in the world, but then again, what can we do when it already happened. We can't blame anyone nor prevent it from happening. I have learnt over the years to try & accept it with a much more open heart...hmm just like this morning, my rear left tyre went flat...thank god it only needs patching & VOLAA~ able to use it again, but the most headache 1 is actually my home desktop. Yesterday night it decided to go "kaboki" again by not being able to startup & wana play breathing* by ON & OFF~ big sigh* again.... nvm, nvm...most important are my files inside be kept safe & untouched cause I didn't really did a full backup to my PC ... aii , y so lazy winly! ish* all my precious things are inside...must practise regular backup every weekend..kns lazy pig!

These " waves" I really hope don't; visit me regularly , rather MR.GOLDEN OPPORTUNITIES should visit me more often. "Its ok" I tell myself, most important $$ can be gained & spent. "phing phing ann ann" is more crucial. $$ gone, can still be saved by hard work but health safety can;t. SO...ammm meditate & gain closure to the chikek feeling I encounter today. More good clients to call me~ more payable jobs~! ammmmmmm* omitofott~@

chihuahua~

I have been hunting for a female chihuahua....alot are male chihuahuas~ i want one that looks similar to my precious "honey"...big round eyes thats not bulging out, nice round apple head...ahh my honey* my precious honey*, hard to ever find other chihuahua that holds similar propeties to you. 1 & only hor~....well, if theres fate, god will lead me to a honest seller to an affordable priced chihuahua~ ;) need more savings, need more freelances..... as usual~ gambarimashioooo~*

Someone recently told me something which made me have a very very funny impression on chihuahuas...she told me that there was someone out there, who looks & verbally speaks like a lion, but when he was confronted with the love of his life, his internal heart shrinks down to the size of a chihuahua~even you can imagine a chihuahua barking & its size~ hahahaha! well, his other half should feel thankful & happy she found someone whois soo obedient to her, she should really pray to god for the blessings she got too...but hey be thankful for the many things surrounding you (parent/hse/car/food/savings/lover/etc) , even when its not the best~ but the least is you have it with you in your daily life ~ yeahhhh* = of course while your striving for more better ones to come!! who doesnt right?! ;) *tambah minyak & dun give up ya*

hokkien casual saying >> "BOH HUUU, UUU HEER PUNN HORRR" ( no fish, got prawn oso good) hahahaha

hot, sweaty & sticky~*

Here's a few of our tambun trip to "the lost world"...erm...well, consider it a really cool looking theme park upon approaching the entrance. What I do love is the green luscious mountains cast behind the theme park.Very refreshing...Never seen any better location like this before & bet it would be a lovely spot for a much more relaxed hot spring spa session in the future after the completion of the high-end resort... Hot doesn't suit the term hot spring as it humidifies the area but if it DOES rain / when the morning breaks..night falls also, I think this place would be a romantic rendezvous... ohhh for lovers too.Ipoh offers the best looking environment ever in West Malaysia.That's from my point of view ~hehehe maybe there's much more better looking greenz out there..Kelantan? Terrenganu...hmmm... Our trip was ok la, but the crowd during the school break does gives us a creepy sight of people, name it young or old, wearing their full attire & plunging into the water...i mean, thuu~* isnt it appropriate to wear at least a swimming trunk..without your undies & bras clinging to your wet exterior T-shirts & pants?? Come on people, you could wear your swimwear & just shield it with your big loose T-shirt..1 piece will do but pleasela don't til your wearing your sleeping wear you go "celup" the pool..It made the whole water theme park seemingly looked like a big washing machine...Likethose scenes you see in India..sigh* they have got no choice but people here~ your entering a THEME park for crying out loud~* Malaysia is not that old-school OK...showing a slight bit of flesh won't kill you and come on, its a WATER theme park..respect the rules la~. As if la we've never seen baywatch before...thuuu* nonsense....My advise to my friends, its a great place to bring your family out but not during holiday seasons..No no~* ;) I look forward to the new upgrades the park can bring..maybe the "Dry park" needs abit more boost. Its too simple & plain boring cause when I was there, guess what I did when I couldn't play the water theme park.....yawn*....... Proposals maybe = Nice hangout huts? Bicycle park? Rock climbing? Bunjee jump? Hot spring section for the feet only? .... don't knowler..just that it should upgrade to meet international par.....I bet they could do better. Gambatte sunway, make our country proud~

what counts?

Today I made myself a fool by choosing the wrong place to release air ( not fart a)...with just a few windows closed ( I did tilt open a few~ but it just couldn't help to cushion my thunderous voice)... one could hear the echoes of my roaring speech thru the lift lobby...Unlike the past, my laughters could be heard from afar...but off lately, I have tuned it down, laughters no more >> .... easy said than done, sometimes if matters could be solved easily, I bet you, the world would be a better place to live in & of course no more war & sufferings.

Of course, all my collegues did overheard my conversations and also my big boss did too together with his clients, but heck, do you think I would want to emberrase myself in this manner...its kinna insane when your human mind just couldnt' rationalize in a heated arguement, its like the saying goes, blinded by fire... pitches of voice could be heard, sharp & high. I was mad, utterly couldn't bear receiving that much upset news nor the solemn mood vibrating from others. Incidents which had happened early this year made me break easily..Many times I have to input in my mind that I MUST be strong mentally to pull thru anything that happened in the past / coming future & chooses to let it go off easily. Delete> empty trash. If I don't barge in..many unwanted incidents could have happened & regrets would come into the package of my life. Being the UN ambassador ain't easy & I have no complains about it. Just merely using the term "corporation" is what I wanted to see & make it work for everybody. That's all...simple as that... is it that difficult? If we were to subject to each one's request...habis...koyak... so why can't we live like the picture we sketch in our kindergarten years, holding hand in hand, smiles across our faces, bright fresh green, nice yellow sunshine , nice little house be achieved? Why are humans making it SO complex, SO difficult to understand each other? Its not only me, but everybody in this whole wide world. To those who are suffering, to those who are greedy......All I can ever hope for, is everybody is cured & will be obstacle free....live a healthy & happy life... live a life full of appreciation.... don't fret, don't whine over petty issues...be thankful & cheer up all the time. "Its Better to begin to grow happiness out from nothing ; rather than to have happiness spiral down to nothing in the end".. Let the past be of past....Look foward to something new & not let the past shadow your life.

Shake head era

Lets just hope every living being in this world is not loomed by problems nor covered with bad memories...the world now is creating more & more stressed out individuals ; & less & less happier people. Soon, the community will be filled with humans that has got alot of mental issues & by the force of nature, making people do things against their own will...yikes~! Will there be a god appearing soon / a hero?? Bestowing us with their teachings & guidance? The world do need a modern day hero...someone who can fight off crimes & be the robin hood to the poor...Have you ever wished that you could have power's like those in the drama series "Heroes"? I do...& I would love to have sylars powers..or even Peters.....Imagine what I would do 1st...

1. Predict the coming jackpot numbers in every country....

2. Go give bush a big fat juicy punch

3. Get myself a cool costume

4. Make people listen to me!! & work for me (of korse for good deeds la)

5. Make Malaysia clean! & force our ministries to change & upgrade! kns!! oni know how to makan duit nia.

6. Appear in alot of politicians dream & become their god

sigh*

I don't think it will happen...but I do wish the aliens do land on earth, so "IT" can be the focus of everything rather than what you see on the newspaper daily..... If the aliens do land on earth, what do you think they would do? .... I think they will present to us the true answer we've been waiting for.....

" YOU're just one of our Lab mices!" kakakakaka!

importance of being a good neighbour~

It happened on the 13th , 2 week ago, while I was doing my homework & my brother being in the bathroom, we could feel thumping & banging sounds coming from next door. In the begining, we thought it was someone shifting their furniture causing some sound effects, but soon those noises became more & more rampant like 2 person rolling on the floor/struglling amongst themselves. Out of no choice my "kapochi" mode are being put to use cause its too dangerous to have any incidents happening without us knowing at all what could have happened, right? so I went to the balcony area & spread my ears wide open >> all I could hear of is 2 man shouting & 1 was very near to the balcony... I told my brother ~" oh no~ 1 of them is at the balcony~* I hope nothing happens..." well, we are at the 8th floor...& I ain't wanna say anything more if you know what I mean~ ahem*... So things went on the following 30 mins with angry shouts ... *its all in Arab"... his friends from the neighbourhood came by, soon we could hear silence...ahh thank god~*

With the current H1N1 outbreak, seeing someone sneeze openly does sends shivers to my spine. I too was hit with a bad flu last week. Dripping continuously & lots of tissue paper came to my aid. It was only on the 4th day I went to see my doctor for a MC. When I sneeze, I will cover up or use a tissue to filter thru the droplets sent out by the powerful blow from my nose. I think everybody should behave this way, when they cough or sneeze..manners does count, & you can see how your family upbringing are being put to use. Yesterday morning was an example, I saw a uncle, he was sneezing, but what gross me out is the way he blows off his mucus... he doesn't have a handkerchief nor a tissue, the only mode he has was his hands. Pinching his nose, he targets his blow towards the open air (but what I saw was someone else's raincoat on the rail) & spontaneously blowing with all his might to clear the passage of his nose. Oh gosh~* Its sooo nasty. There was even once where while I was walking on the bridge from my office, an Indon fella just spit out from the bridge. Imagine motorcyclist passing by or pedestrians below the bridges?...Oh nasty. I think Singapore has got a more polished upbringing rather than our country. If I am not mistaken, Malaysians are rated the 4th/5th dirtiest people in the world. That I got to search for the page to share with you all. I can't say I disagree with them, but one sure example of a country's upbringing can be judge by the public toilets itself. You can see how tarnished / how clean the toilets are & you can judge how the people behaved in their own hygiene aspect. Not being rude, but its true facts. Our education minister should have a subject to teach about toilet cleanliness. If you know how to care for your toilet, I believe you will know how to care for your personal hygiene....

Facial room all for myself

It would be lovely if I could attain a facial room . I designed this spa/facial room for some what something I would like to own in my home in the future . It took me at about 1 hr + or so to model & the placements of furniture's & test renders took me say about 1 day. I did it out of boredom & wanted to just keep the brain motors moving ;) Its cool to have a pampering corner all to yourself in a nicely lit dim room....Ahh~ blissful. This 3D rendering took me 8hrs 15 mins~...really siao...cause I used the ies lighting at full force. Normally I will just use vray lights which is normally very fast but this...some more I rendered it @ A4 size only....Well, I got to tell my mind, I will own this room one day ;) 1 fine day it will be achieved~ of course by then, the whole design would change again & with a better plan~ As for now, I think it looks cheap & affordable to the current trend... hehehehe!

neighbours~

Past few months already, I have noticed that my next door neighbour loves to open his door grill & leave it ajar....it obstructs my entry but whats really annoying is the facts that he doesnt even care about the noise he's causing when he shuts his timber door which slams at a !@#$ damn painstaking pitch everytime he enters/leaves. He's actually a foreigner..from the middle east, this new tenant,( the previous was also a middle east national, but he was far better & cleaner) is single & have no commen sense at all to being polite around the neighbourhood. Only this morning he tweaked my patience when his nasty shoe sole came off & was lying on top of my sandals & it really triggered my anger to kick that dirty sole back to his entrance.Its not that I am being rude, but hey..come on, grill door swinging over to block my entrance, noisy door slamming action & now his shoes come flying over exceeding our invinsible border....with respect, you do your business, I do mine. We keep the place clean, its not only beneficial to me, but to every other residents on the block. Oh, at times, Malaysia just doesnt imply the common rule to secure house owners to rent their places out.The least they should do is underline the hygen & maintainence of the lot rather than allowing " fish, prawn, crab~" people wreack their units out. Also imply la "spot checks" or even make them pay for the damages they caused & blacklist them if they thought they can escape & go rent about other places & create a dirty nest outta it. Geram geram~ ...goto meditate...ammmmm~*

How to create flash game a?

After creating such a funny group in FB (long piak group) inspired by my friend liz, I was pumped to make it more happening...but, its not as simple as it gets;cause...aside from us few bragging about our desire to slam against the wall, there ain't anything else to post. Likewise, the members are also adding up slowly...1 week, 34 members, not bad lo for starters cause the contents inside are still too weak to woo more people to join in.

SOooo, there I was creating the icon for a flash game I figured it could be an added asset to the group. Creating is easy, making the icons is easy but Howla wanna animate it & put in programming to make it move...this is challenging part but it might take a while for the game to be produced cause its either I hire someone to do the simple programming or find a friend who can help out abit with the input...vice versa..freeee or pay $$. I find this rather interesting to kick start part of my R&D for my coming projects. As long as there's passion, there's always a way to do it.....(hope I can churn out something in less than 2 weeks /++)

Wanted : Leg warmers~!

Quite recently, out of all the blue, I find myself in a frenzy hunting for tights & leg warmers . Leg warmers, hmm I wore those back when I was a dancer, but really...where are they now? & honestly, its not easy to hunt for one decent looking leg warmer that doesn't resembles those "lala" fashion. Its either there's lacing to it, or there's a bulk of ribbon attached to it. Come on, sincerely, why can;t i find a decent looking plain & thick leg warmer... its either too thin / too fancy. Its more suitable for young pop* gals but hey, Malaysian importers, there are also ladies out there who needs to accessories elegantly without having a dash of "lala" essence to it... Is it that difficult to follow trend without being too fancy & colourful? I know, Malaysia is a hot country, but this are worn to our kaki* , so it doesnt matter actually~.... Any simple dancer leg warmers will do great too.... here's what i meant : great looking leg warmers....yeahh

Tambun lost world~

My company made a list for staffs to tick whether onot they would like to go for a family trip. To our surprise, it was to the tambun lost world. Hey ,why not right?! Should be fun hanging out with a bunch of koliqs & marking our territory during our visit. I went thru the web page for tambun lost world & was so happy to see the list of activities available there. the variety is there, for a small venue, hey not bad man. I even have my other koliq who mentioned about water rafting. argh...I have been neglected of such activities..i want to try~ oni RM150 ...but go to travel quite a distance la, never mind, as long as there's a crowd to hang out with, then there's fun to share. Jom kawan kawan, lets plan an outdoor trip together ;)

internet bann again?

As fresh as the morning breeze, I came into the office feeling pumped* to focus on my visions & as usual my R&D process. 2 things made it to my ears >>>>

1. I missed out on a great lunch session yesterday : in which I rugi ler~* (ssayang~*)

2. Internet will be ban starting from next week...!!!! wtf~!!!so we goto cherish the blissful time we have surfing the net today....

Ahhhh the agony.....ahhh the loneliness......ahhhh the feeling of being "katak bawah tempurung"...... tis suckz big time....what wrong with Wee? There are such people out there my dear friends, who just can't keep their mouth shut & wants to make other peoples life miserable outta no reasons..... Oh....humanz... mind your own business, if your were to really care, do it with a sincere heart & not for your own intentions.....

growing muscles on my shoulder

A sudden wave of mood came.... I know I could ward off that feeling as I have told myself before, I can do it, I will do it..but at times, it makes you step back into the shadow again.... Maybe just a little bit more...a little bit more of positive enlightenment...I must tell myself that the positive "it" shall be there for me. focus..focus....

My shoulders are heavy & please help me carry off the load; as "enough is enough"...your joy rides are over, get real & start kicking in some$$ for yourself.

Gosh, wake up & smell the fresh air, there are many opportunities out there, financially stable 1st ;then only think outta the box...no more picking flowers in the jungle...its buying flowers direct from the florist!

I need a bunch of guyz like this to help me lift off the load from my shoulderz...ahh~ then it would be blissful....

video clip >> **(anyway these are my koliqs~ moving off a super heavy drawing cabinet...krazy weight, had a great laughing session)

This is a good example

I've received this email from Liz this morning. Its a really good breakdown of an average Malaysian's expenditure...its really cool. Thumbs up for the Creator of this chart!


I think majority of us are facing this salary vs cost of living "crisis"...the RM just aint' strong enough to allow us to enjoy life as we did 10 years ago...the balance just ain't there. Singaporeans are enjoying life better...a bowl of ingredient filled curry mee would just cost them $3...compared to ours... less ingredients+ alot of taugeh!(yee i hate it) @ range from RM 4.50-RM 5 per bowl...sigh* example of a stupid over the top charges = my brother, his friend "ah boon" & mua took our KLDW guest to have a midnight supper @ jln alor (obviously there aint alot of hawker places at 2am)...Ah boon ordered a plate of wanton noodle...RM 6!! its just like any other typical wanton noodles out there~..sigh* what to do.... & its not tasty ;P kina sweet tasting..... ok..lets enjoy the chart~!

daily expenses??

hohoho, my 2nd post....

With the current wave of the economic downturn, many were left high & dry...even I myself are struggling to pay monthly bills,only allowed to spend on groceries, cooking more often then ever (mostly vegies coz its cheaper), pitching jobs here & there @ super low deals..... all for whatleh? Like the animal kingdom, for survival sake.... At times its too hard to swallow coz the cost of spending a day's meal can even balloon up to RM 30 per day. The basic breakdown of a day's expenses on an average count :


1. breakfast = RM 2
2. lunch = RM 8
3. dinner = RM 8
4. parking = RM 6


TOTAL = RM 24/day
RM24 X 20 working dayz = RM 480


>> picture of my mom praying hard~for a better future for the entire family >>>>>>

Well, I presume you can say "hey, you can save one..." ..ya ya I know I can save....normally I would skip lunch or bring my own lunch box / cookz dinner, but this calculation is based on the purata rate of my daily expenses. I think RM500 isn't that bad for a single person to spend but there's a bigger cut from my pie chart that I would have to contribute to the other department* rather than just the mere RM500 (basic only)....sigh* ...I wish the RM is stronger, I wished it was RM 1 = USD 2, that way, malaysian's life would be better....Ah~ I wish ;P

Hey~ postla some of your expenses breakdown here & let's see if we are all walking the same line or is it just merely me alone??hmmmm......