Today I made myself a fool by choosing the wrong place to release air ( not fart a)...with just a few windows closed ( I did tilt open a few~ but it just couldn't help to cushion my thunderous voice)... one could hear the echoes of my roaring speech thru the lift lobby...Unlike the past, my laughters could be heard from afar...but off lately, I have tuned it down, laughters no more >> .... easy said than done, sometimes if matters could be solved easily, I bet you, the world would be a better place to live in & of course no more war & sufferings.
Of course, all my collegues did overheard my conversations and also my big boss did too together with his clients, but heck, do you think I would want to emberrase myself in this manner...its kinna insane when your human mind just couldnt' rationalize in a heated arguement, its like the saying goes, blinded by fire... pitches of voice could be heard, sharp & high. I was mad, utterly couldn't bear receiving that much upset news nor the solemn mood vibrating from others. Incidents which had happened early this year made me break easily..Many times I have to input in my mind that I MUST be strong mentally to pull thru anything that happened in the past / coming future & chooses to let it go off easily. Delete> empty trash. If I don't barge in..many unwanted incidents could have happened & regrets would come into the package of my life. Being the UN ambassador ain't easy & I have no complains about it. Just merely using the term "corporation" is what I wanted to see & make it work for everybody. That's all...simple as that... is it that difficult? If we were to subject to each one's request...habis...koyak... so why can't we live like the picture we sketch in our kindergarten years, holding hand in hand, smiles across our faces, bright fresh green, nice yellow sunshine , nice little house be achieved? Why are humans making it SO complex, SO difficult to understand each other? Its not only me, but everybody in this whole wide world. To those who are suffering, to those who are greedy......All I can ever hope for, is everybody is cured & will be obstacle free....live a healthy & happy life... live a life full of appreciation.... don't fret, don't whine over petty issues...be thankful & cheer up all the time. "Its Better to begin to grow happiness out from nothing ; rather than to have happiness spiral down to nothing in the end".. Let the past be of past....Look foward to something new & not let the past shadow your life.
Of course, all my collegues did overheard my conversations and also my big boss did too together with his clients, but heck, do you think I would want to emberrase myself in this manner...its kinna insane when your human mind just couldnt' rationalize in a heated arguement, its like the saying goes, blinded by fire... pitches of voice could be heard, sharp & high. I was mad, utterly couldn't bear receiving that much upset news nor the solemn mood vibrating from others. Incidents which had happened early this year made me break easily..Many times I have to input in my mind that I MUST be strong mentally to pull thru anything that happened in the past / coming future & chooses to let it go off easily. Delete> empty trash. If I don't barge in..many unwanted incidents could have happened & regrets would come into the package of my life. Being the UN ambassador ain't easy & I have no complains about it. Just merely using the term "corporation" is what I wanted to see & make it work for everybody. That's all...simple as that... is it that difficult? If we were to subject to each one's request...habis...koyak... so why can't we live like the picture we sketch in our kindergarten years, holding hand in hand, smiles across our faces, bright fresh green, nice yellow sunshine , nice little house be achieved? Why are humans making it SO complex, SO difficult to understand each other? Its not only me, but everybody in this whole wide world. To those who are suffering, to those who are greedy......All I can ever hope for, is everybody is cured & will be obstacle free....live a healthy & happy life... live a life full of appreciation.... don't fret, don't whine over petty issues...be thankful & cheer up all the time. "Its Better to begin to grow happiness out from nothing ; rather than to have happiness spiral down to nothing in the end".. Let the past be of past....Look foward to something new & not let the past shadow your life.
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