RM100 cash vouchers??

Goto go home and start hunting, just this morning I searched my bag for the envelope only to find its not there as I expected it to be! Its a redemption from my HSBC card usage, eventough its free but RM100, I could have myself purchasing either a fan or a vacum. Gosh~ I hope its stashed inside my magazine at home...if not..then I think RM100 is again attached with wings...hmm where is it??!

please go away bad vibes

Like flies, this things always visits and interupts my life like I am a pile of smelly dung*, automatically sucking my positive vibes away and feeding on me. Pure irritation.... These flies, please ward away and don't even thought about spanning your negativity onto me or even others~ keep it all to yourself ;) or find other bad people to inhabit....

Well I ain't any dung* no more, shooo shoo go away bad vibes for I am transforming into a useful fertilizer and seeping thru to enhance growth & to sprout life to form other positive vibes. Enough is enough for I shall not tolerate anymore demands but shall only forget it and do what I can as I will never encourage your presence no more. Go away, drift away, even vanish away from our lives. Don't sow your life with accepting bad vibes, rather, just let it be learnt and forgotten as the pain will always cling onto your life if you do not choose to let it go. ~ Pergi jauh jauh yaa~

abstain from complaining too much~

dear friends & loved ones,

today is another day buddha is showering its teachings on me. i was totally suprised and sadden by the news. deep down, the person affected is really not into any mood or thoughts of expressing herself but her focus should be on her child. its not easy to come to terms with this case, who could... even i myself doesn't know which appropriate way to approach this friend of ours.....i pray hard to god, to give her hope & shine her with the uttest WILL to be strong for herself & her new family. at times we would complain over petty issues or even whine at things we own. day by day, buddha always reminded me to never repeat that attitude nor feel depress when we are faced with setbacks, of course, setbacks aren't easy to face, but when it comes to health & wellbeing, nothing can ever overcome this topic, not even money. Money is the god & ghost of every human beings, it solves our misery yet adds up to it too. Probably money issues can alwayz be an on-going thing in our lives only thing is to see if your lucky enough to be on the gaining side or losing side. Its just like gambling. But some things doesnt.... I have again pocketed this reminder to never again be a whinner, unhappy person, ego & the worst case = jealous freak! no no. I would rather be a clown and be a happy person to others, let it be as a joker for them to laugh, but the least I can do is laughter to the crowd when we are together. being positive ain't an easy task, but now i have to learn to hold on tightly to this believe. I must always remind myself. to break someones spirit is an easy task or to even be jealous & envious towards our friends and enemies is inevitable easy to do, but will it bring health and money to your side? rather than wasting effort itchy bitching about your contenders or allies everytime in every conversation, why not just keep a mum and depart those topics away. When anger hits us, once we let out after lashing out / even crying, we must try to keep a happy mind of the things we have & are blessed...aside from that, let it be kept in the pandora box. To solve something or not, its not up to us alone most of the time, but rather the understanding of both parties to either sit in to talk it over once and for all , if not, chuck it away as a forgotten past. Lesson learnt and annoying people ignored. Now I have a tendancy to just forget things which are not important to me coz by doing that, I just don't want to be reminded how sadness felt. I want to enjoy present events & of course I look foward to the future but lets just say, I will try my best and not let things be wasted just like that. Upon saying all this long and winding theories... lets us claps our hands together and feel the blessings everytime we earned something nice, be it cheap/free/simple/expensive/etc....just feel its existance and tell yourself, "I am blessed"...to me it works wonders.I hope it does to you too....may our friend be fully recovered and enjoy the life every woman wishes to have! omitofot....

rejection fees

as hot as I am, there's no room to scream and vent my anger. just this afternoon after months of silent persuasion, I sms my clients assistant to seek information on the payments. She ask of me if I have called her bos, seeing such reply, I rang her bos. To my utter disgust, he scolded me in return on saying my work is like shit and said I didn't do much to the changes. I remembered well I was told to wait for changes since he wanted to add penthouses to the condo. Pending for a while, I thought it was time to bill him. Now he replies as if I am a bloody loan shark chasing for money! come on Alex of OBS!, this is my first phone call to you, don't make it sound like I have always ring and chase after this payment. Before was only a sms, no reply. What angered me was really the attitude and the least since my 3d wasnt accepted, Do have a courtesy to inform me about it & at least I can acept it with a more open heart rather than keep quiet & let me make a fool of myself by billing you!! There's something called rejection fees. There's no such thing as reject without paying up. If you don't intend to pay, at least AT LEAST! just inform me and negotiate on it rather than keeping silent and rudely scold me back for I didn't know whats happening??!! I have worked for many clients, this is one of the worst!! ever.... No more trusting on friends to get a job. Whenever it comes to collection, their asses are up their faces. Is this the way the businnesses goes around? thats what makes the circle breaks & the industry dead because of people like this. I have professional 3D companies who doesnt deliver quality as expected but yet they still charge clients for it and people still payup! I hate this industry where freelancers are not protected, even businesses are not protected because of people like that.

clash of titans

i like medusa, olympians & myths of the ancient greece. The movie clash of the titans, great 3d effects...but a short too summarized ending. Disapointed with the ending but was thrilled by the overall pickup of the story. .... Zeus~ *