big girl liao!

Officially,my little girl has reached her puberty yesterday. Ohhh time flies~ her first experience and she's dull and lethargic. Its not an enjoyable moment and she doesn't want to dirty her lil' lair. The net says 2 long weeks,well,let's hope she can tahan a week being caged and not be a depressed lil chifafa. Sayang her to bitts. Stay healthy my little Yuna.

What to do?~

Never want to lose,
Never says a truthful sorry,
Never want to admit to their own wrong-doings,
Never want to understand how other people felt,
Never want to give but always want to take,
Never want to place their mind into other peoples condition,
Never understand the challenges of others, only will know theirs is the top most challenging compared to others,
Never will they have compassionate on others if theirs is not fulfilled,
Never will they care what others look at them if they want to dramatize in public, but will always laugh at you if you do so, no shame >>
Never know how to take peoples heart but only know how to manjaa* for their own request,
Never respect others but expect others to respect them,
Never listen to others experience but only know how to relate solely theirs and will never have pity on others cause they feel theirs is more painful,
Never see them fork out more than what they have, either pretend they have none or just play dumb,
Never will they want to pity others but expect others to pity them,
Never will they be generous unless its to their own advantage,
Never will they stop to think about their own other halves difficulties in hunting for $$ to feed the family,
Never will they give in to 2nd hand items but only wanted NEW goods and always whine non-stop,
Never will they show their appreciation to you and when they do something so called "GOOD" they want you to remember for life! and never FORGET it or not your doomed!
Never will you want to offend this kind of people because they will always skin you alive in front of everybody you ever known.

I have many more to lists but these are just the fundamentals of a certain kind of individuals in this world. I believe you too have met a few. well, What to do hor~*

too loud~

hahaha officially while I was working, its 12.30am, suddenly my doorbell rang and to my suprise, a guard stood in front. He told me someone complained that the musci was too loud. wow...I am suprised. Maybe cause I opened the window, sliding door, kitchen window and toilet windows that the sound travelled far. Hahahahaha! 1st time ever a sound check. Ok, now its known and I will behave ;) Sorry neighbours~!

stopping~

its June and I goto be determined to stop. Bear in mind that its costly and not bringing any benefit to anybody at all. So June 1,marks it. Be focused and be firm...you can do it!!

just because~

just because I seek it doesnt give you the privellage to misconduct the whole work flow.
just because I seemed desperate doesnt permits you to submit comments on the very last minute and pressurize me on how important the job is.

I am tired of all these architects playing around with workforces like they just don't use any of their mind to check and monitor their OWN shit and pass it on to others like nobody's business. Whats the culture coming to? simply do things just to get it done and charge on high rates. while we are being paid cheaply?? Whats is this malaysian culture of not wanting to fight thru the fog and wants easy bite to feed on? all also want a big slice of the pie. everytime things will be marked up by 30% just to feed them for not DOING their work. Its no longer a sincere collaboration but rather just a cheap labour on this end that caters to their very need just because we are desperate. Its unfair....unfair.....