humanity

Off recently, just last friday april 30th, i received a news about a collegue. it was a sad news. I couldnt brush it off from my mind thinking that humans are fragile and we can't predict the future. Its nobody's words agaisnt what's already stated in our lifeline. Yes its intriguing to actually barge into that person's house and say comforting words. its not an easy task nor is it easy for the victim to face it. To my suprise, I thought I was feeling sad over the incident and wouldnt want to comment more about it but there are people who can talk about it so casually, when i was thinking she was actually on the intention of caring towards that person. The way she spoke reminded me of my dad's situation where people would just come and say, "he's fat, he didnt eat right, he's this~ he did tat wrong..." bla bla bla... she said that this victim was amongst the risk factor group and she didnt eat the proper way...I was like, come on! anybody can be at risks, anybody can be a victim, it doesnt necessarily spell a must she's at those group that she must fall under threat of being a victim. In my mind, these people have never faced these situations amongst their own family members thats why their verbal use of words are sooo easy & brainless. In my dad's case, my dad was healthy and in good condition but it just happened. Shit just happens. It can happen to anyone...nobody could predict.... a good healthy person can too fall into the category. Don't start judging people and please be humble towards the victim. Being a critical person towards the victim is unfair because you are alright and you never think about the person's feelings. Shut up and do what's necessary, can't do anything, just shut up. I now see a clearer picture and the type of people inside this place. yucks ;P the boundary is on....i wish i meet more people like mr. ip man or even have a hubby like him. akakakaka....alas, omitofot and god bless....

I found this article on daily uk online. The current state of the volcanic eruptions in Iceland is pretty serious which might actually affect the entire world in the late future. With this, It made me think about the blessings we are showered with. Omitofot..... is it true about 2012? will humans sit back and rethink about the hectic dog fight life we are living in and slow down for a second to cherish mother nautre more~

Here are some facts that enlightened me >>

How long will the volcano remain active?
The simple answer is: No one knows. The last time Eyjafjallokull erupted, in December 1821, it did so for 13 months. Most eruptions of this type are self-limiting; eventually, the volcano literally runs out of steam.
But eruptions lasting months or even years are not unknown. If it keeps erupting - and the winds keep blowing our way - planes could be grounded for the foreseeable future.

Why have the effects been so severe?
Although Eyjafjallokull is not particularly large, and this is not a particularly violent eruption, its volcanic fissures lie under a thick slab of glacial ice, and it is the explosive interaction between the 1,500c lava, the pressurised gases it contains, and the ice which has resulted in such a massive column of ash and smoke, stretching 30,000ft

Can anything be done about it?
In short, no. We will have to wait for nature to run its course. What's more, after initial hopes that the eruption was easing off, the volcano seems to have found renewed vigour.
The real danger is that the eruption, and the associated earthquakes (about one every 40 seconds), will set off the larger, neighbouring.The last major eruption of Katla, in 1918, was ten times larger than this eruption of Eyjafjallokull. Vulcanologists believe the dust cloud from such an event would stretch 14 miles into the sky and persist for months.

Are they the only ones in trouble?
Around all Britain's airports, firms employ tens of thousands of people to clean, refuel and service the planes, to cook the in-flight meals, man the car parks, drive the taxis, staff the hotels and serve coffee and meals.
A week or two will result in manageable losses; if Britain is still grounded in a month, expect lay-offs and closures. If Eyjafjallokull is still erupting in six months then the effect on one of our most successful industries will be catastrophic. African farmers who rely on air-freighted exports to Europe will be hit hardest of all; in Kenya this weekend 400 tons of flowers had to be destroyed.

How has the insurance industry reacted?
Badly, according to many of its customers. A million Britons have been stranded abroad, and the holiday plans of millions more are in jeopardy, but many travel insurance firms have refused to compensate them because their policies often state they do not cover natural disasters.
Virgin Money and Greenbee, the financial services arm of the John Lewis Partnership, have said customers will not be able to claim.

What about food supplies?

Imports of foreign foods such as Kenyan beans and mangetout, Thai mangoes, Tanzanian flowers, Israeli fruit and so on will cease as long as the flight ban continues.

What other effects are there?
The worlds of sport, academia and big business have all been affected by the flight ban.
The organisers of next weekend's London Marathon are looking into the logistics of getting the elite runners to Britain overland.
Many university lecturers are stranded abroad ahead of the summer term and Cambridge University has already postponed its oral language exams due to take place this week because so many academics and students may not be able to get home.
And hundreds of schools across the country could also be forced to cancel crucial GCSEs and A-levels as the ash cloud prevents pupils returning home to take them.

RM100 cash vouchers??

Goto go home and start hunting, just this morning I searched my bag for the envelope only to find its not there as I expected it to be! Its a redemption from my HSBC card usage, eventough its free but RM100, I could have myself purchasing either a fan or a vacum. Gosh~ I hope its stashed inside my magazine at home...if not..then I think RM100 is again attached with wings...hmm where is it??!

please go away bad vibes

Like flies, this things always visits and interupts my life like I am a pile of smelly dung*, automatically sucking my positive vibes away and feeding on me. Pure irritation.... These flies, please ward away and don't even thought about spanning your negativity onto me or even others~ keep it all to yourself ;) or find other bad people to inhabit....

Well I ain't any dung* no more, shooo shoo go away bad vibes for I am transforming into a useful fertilizer and seeping thru to enhance growth & to sprout life to form other positive vibes. Enough is enough for I shall not tolerate anymore demands but shall only forget it and do what I can as I will never encourage your presence no more. Go away, drift away, even vanish away from our lives. Don't sow your life with accepting bad vibes, rather, just let it be learnt and forgotten as the pain will always cling onto your life if you do not choose to let it go. ~ Pergi jauh jauh yaa~

abstain from complaining too much~

dear friends & loved ones,

today is another day buddha is showering its teachings on me. i was totally suprised and sadden by the news. deep down, the person affected is really not into any mood or thoughts of expressing herself but her focus should be on her child. its not easy to come to terms with this case, who could... even i myself doesn't know which appropriate way to approach this friend of ours.....i pray hard to god, to give her hope & shine her with the uttest WILL to be strong for herself & her new family. at times we would complain over petty issues or even whine at things we own. day by day, buddha always reminded me to never repeat that attitude nor feel depress when we are faced with setbacks, of course, setbacks aren't easy to face, but when it comes to health & wellbeing, nothing can ever overcome this topic, not even money. Money is the god & ghost of every human beings, it solves our misery yet adds up to it too. Probably money issues can alwayz be an on-going thing in our lives only thing is to see if your lucky enough to be on the gaining side or losing side. Its just like gambling. But some things doesnt.... I have again pocketed this reminder to never again be a whinner, unhappy person, ego & the worst case = jealous freak! no no. I would rather be a clown and be a happy person to others, let it be as a joker for them to laugh, but the least I can do is laughter to the crowd when we are together. being positive ain't an easy task, but now i have to learn to hold on tightly to this believe. I must always remind myself. to break someones spirit is an easy task or to even be jealous & envious towards our friends and enemies is inevitable easy to do, but will it bring health and money to your side? rather than wasting effort itchy bitching about your contenders or allies everytime in every conversation, why not just keep a mum and depart those topics away. When anger hits us, once we let out after lashing out / even crying, we must try to keep a happy mind of the things we have & are blessed...aside from that, let it be kept in the pandora box. To solve something or not, its not up to us alone most of the time, but rather the understanding of both parties to either sit in to talk it over once and for all , if not, chuck it away as a forgotten past. Lesson learnt and annoying people ignored. Now I have a tendancy to just forget things which are not important to me coz by doing that, I just don't want to be reminded how sadness felt. I want to enjoy present events & of course I look foward to the future but lets just say, I will try my best and not let things be wasted just like that. Upon saying all this long and winding theories... lets us claps our hands together and feel the blessings everytime we earned something nice, be it cheap/free/simple/expensive/etc....just feel its existance and tell yourself, "I am blessed"...to me it works wonders.I hope it does to you too....may our friend be fully recovered and enjoy the life every woman wishes to have! omitofot....