sad news~

bro rang me alot of times during lunch~ i was like "apala~". I called back n he told me there a sad news to report. He just received an email from koyama saying koyama mama passed away on the 22nd feb & was buried on the 25th feb. Its very upsetting for the fact that I stil haven't been able to pay them a visit after 15 yrs since my last home stay in Japan. I couldnt converse well in Japanese, moreover the fact to now arrange a proper sentence is tougher than before. My bro will have to deliver the messages to him tonight, deep down, I want to apologize & our deepest condolences to koyama family especially for papa since he's staying alone now. I wish Yasuko & the rest of the siblings will tender to papa from today onwards. ...omitofot...pleasee let me save up more $$ to visit koyama san....

Cramps~

1st it was the churning tummy washing machine sore... this aching feeling is somewhat the wana "lausai" thing. Then after a session of the ikan bakar *yummy*, it was the lower factory sore!! Adoi, what the F!@#$% is wrong with me la?? This factory "ache" started right after the meal, till 3.30pm. Its agonizing till I almost call it a days quit to head to the clinic. Goto head to the clinic whenever the pocket is full for another round of scanning. Pray hard its really nothing at all but just mere a muscle cramp ;) omitofot~ ammmmmm~*

Asian dramas

Since last year, I have been spending lots of my freetime watching japanese, korean dramas. It was really enjoyable when you are hooked up with the best drama's around. Its a waste that most of the drama's end with very short episodes. For the japanese market, it was always 10 episodes or just slightly more. As for the koreans, its an average of 20 episodes. Recently, this drama "Smile, you" was my favourite> its funny, family orientated with a dash of romance (as usual in korean dramas) & its oh soo funny & loveable characters potrayed. I love it soo much that I would pray for Haabuji to recoverlor inside that drama.There was once a documentary about korean pop culture. They question the fact that korean drama's are based soo similar to the romance plot & why is it still a hit eventough it repeats itself almost in every dramas? the reply was survey showed that reality has taken its tol on alot of humans leaving the facts that reality isn't always about fairytales. So by creating special plots to this romance story, alot of people are taken into the world they would love to be loved. The smart thing about the koreans is that they have proper & head to tail storyline that makes everything so charming. Just like the Indian movies, we question them, why all the dancing & heroic stands every lead would carry, again the survey showed as many Indians doesnt lead a privellage life, the movie is a passage to a world they would like to be in, become somebody & have melodic happy surroundings. Yes, I agree with this theories from both country and I respect their effort to bring happiness into people's life by contributing something of a storybook fairytale direction. Yes, its boring many would say, its repeating itself, yes...but it works for some as I know, recently it was something I look into for relaxation or even someone who can relate to. At times its too dramatic & its too sad but it does tell a tale to people, things does happen like tis in reality but people will just walk away from it rather than to face it . Chaodown on it & I wish there will be more "smile,you" kinna drama's out there for people to enjoy! hahahahaha cheers everybody.

It was nice

Yesterday night while my brother was out for the "car" commercial, I played with yuna the entire day. She even slept beside me the entire night, cuddling right next to me, I am super happy to be acompanied by her. At times I will think about what life holds for many many humans out there. I might be complaining or crying my heart out over reflecting what happened but then again, everytime when this thoughts lingers thru my mind, buddha always was there to remind me that it ain't that bad after all. With that, I will quickly overcome my supression of becoming upset & change my inner mode to "try your best & be thankful". As I always say, eventough its not the best, but think again, we should be happy for it. Seeing senior folks having to work hard, still taking the public transport, walking alone, individuals whom are not able to access mobility...i feel sorry that I can't do more & churn better for everybody. I wish I can do more but the base of my own family issue ain't solved yet & I believe I can make it work for my family & even to do more contribution to the rest of the world. With this given note, I will always have to remind myself, "be positive & strive for the best, don't buckle to petty issues & laugh off/ even forget it ever happened those bad experiences~" ! SMILE & cheer up everybody! gambarimashiooo earthlings

Day 11th of CNY 2010

aiyo, so fastleh~ now already 11th day. It seemed like yesterday it was just the new year of 2010. now already end of february...wahsei~* What the headlines on the newspaper today is pathetic. TNB will increase its charges starting by March. Then there's the woes about malaysians not consuming enough vegetables which Might even make farmers cut down on suplies???!! Then the figures of my maintainence jumping up $20 bucks this year....ish* . Bos gave a mere low Bonus despite his claims & bragging of how grand was the collection...hmm I wonder whats truely happening? Whats the setback & main reason to all this recession issue? If things are going this path, then human kind will move towards extinction & the rich is the only kind that will conquer the world~hmmm sucks ;P

SUPER WEAK RM making everything expensive....Low salaries, Bad public transport, Bad public safety, Bad welfare, Bad bosses, Bad people, Tonnes of rojak foreigners, Blood sucking politicians & businessmans,...good luck malaysians ;)