It was nice

Yesterday night while my brother was out for the "car" commercial, I played with yuna the entire day. She even slept beside me the entire night, cuddling right next to me, I am super happy to be acompanied by her. At times I will think about what life holds for many many humans out there. I might be complaining or crying my heart out over reflecting what happened but then again, everytime when this thoughts lingers thru my mind, buddha always was there to remind me that it ain't that bad after all. With that, I will quickly overcome my supression of becoming upset & change my inner mode to "try your best & be thankful". As I always say, eventough its not the best, but think again, we should be happy for it. Seeing senior folks having to work hard, still taking the public transport, walking alone, individuals whom are not able to access mobility...i feel sorry that I can't do more & churn better for everybody. I wish I can do more but the base of my own family issue ain't solved yet & I believe I can make it work for my family & even to do more contribution to the rest of the world. With this given note, I will always have to remind myself, "be positive & strive for the best, don't buckle to petty issues & laugh off/ even forget it ever happened those bad experiences~" ! SMILE & cheer up everybody! gambarimashiooo earthlings

Day 11th of CNY 2010

aiyo, so fastleh~ now already 11th day. It seemed like yesterday it was just the new year of 2010. now already end of february...wahsei~* What the headlines on the newspaper today is pathetic. TNB will increase its charges starting by March. Then there's the woes about malaysians not consuming enough vegetables which Might even make farmers cut down on suplies???!! Then the figures of my maintainence jumping up $20 bucks this year....ish* . Bos gave a mere low Bonus despite his claims & bragging of how grand was the collection...hmm I wonder whats truely happening? Whats the setback & main reason to all this recession issue? If things are going this path, then human kind will move towards extinction & the rich is the only kind that will conquer the world~hmmm sucks ;P

SUPER WEAK RM making everything expensive....Low salaries, Bad public transport, Bad public safety, Bad welfare, Bad bosses, Bad people, Tonnes of rojak foreigners, Blood sucking politicians & businessmans,...good luck malaysians ;)

CNY is around the corner. olala~ money arises whenever its near the red & yellow celebration. Of course I look foward to celebrations like this in the past~* but now, a jar of cookies which costs RM20 above will make ur jaw drop at the sight of it. Home made cookeis costs even more! yikes. Those which are cheaper, in actual fact is a real turndown. Whyla people produce such bad cookies to sell? when its really even not tasty in the 1st place. Does cheap spells "not tasty at all?" . Business thirsty people. Of course quality food means being super expensive but don't la till people want to buy & savour some really basic cookies oso not available. How are the below average people gonna be happy about it? I would like to bake some cookies, but easier said than done, I am hell a lazy chic or should I say, busy for what?! soo many things are left undone. gosh* can I generate good money while enjoy learning & doing new passion together with it....hmmm~* that I have to choose & one fine day, I believe passion & money generating can gel together. yehaa~*

Ok, foremost, basic target I must acomplish after CNY :

Siew yok

Pineapple tarts

I think this two items is a good acomplishment to kickstart 2010 tiger year, roar~! But hor, today is 9-2-10, the scent of the big "B" is still far away. Rumour has it its either tomorrow or the day after, Thursday. Well to whine, I think we aint' there as bosses always have their rift in distributing the big "B" away..lets just say, Thank you buddha for this, its a so called "last minute" shopping again lor. What to do ;) Only yesterday I submitted my mega project of 2009. I really pray all is accepted well & smooth so I can sit back and wait for the payments to arrive. Good tidings & good vibes for 2010. As usual, Healthy & safety are the criteria then comes $$$. I wish all of ya a Happy Chinese New Year~ HUAT AH!

2009....the good & the bad~

2009 is coming to an end. another went by and thanked god for the blessed goods that we've received. Its not the best nor is it the worst but its good enough to be happy about. Most important is the blessing of health & safety. Many things can work out just fine if we put our mind not have the conflict with the irritating stuffs, we will prevail in our own way. There's no such thing as no problems. One who lives life without problems will not be able to handle it shall they be slapped with one. Of course its better if "problems" doesnt come visit us that often ;) Every year we will renew our resolution, here are some of mine to share with :

1. Health >> Exercise more....try to stop *clouding* & just really stop it for good
2. Target to double my earnings & SAVE! it of course for funds to roll & expand~ $$$$$$$!!! important!!
3. Meet more good & truthful people
4. It will begin & it will be done to grow into something fruitful & happy
5. Pay off all bad debts to relatives & BANKS! at least I use CASH to pay rather than the plastic card ;)

Whatever it is...I just wish every year, bad events won't repeat itself, the least are lessons learnt & discard off from one's life. I wish my family the greatest health & success, my dear friends also be filled with abundance of happiness. As usual, nothing comes as the perfect package & nobody wants a consolation prize. Thank god for everything, & welcome in 2010 with a mind filled with happy thoughts !! hurray! love ya all!

"explaining" & "elaborating" too much can be lethal when used against us in the future~* i regret having to speak out just to paint a picture of everything but then again, the power of words varies & can be contradicting at the end of ones life.... the power da almighty gave us will always be misused. given anybody, its really your will power to ignore & forget. Move on & focus on the purpose of life. there's no money generated by bad experiences, no gold at the end of the rainbow. so whats the point of even trying hard to remember it. it will only add high blood pressure & stress to our mind. i have learnt not to be shadowed by all this shit, once a while we do need to remind our self of such bad experience but we grow out of it & take it as a challenge to improve our self. you fall, you stand back up & you learn the pain. lately i find these individuals being SO narcastic, tantrums,so blinded when they are angered. Is it all really in the genes, i can loudly say YES!!! the power of our mind is to whether onot you want to put yourself in other ppls shoes to get the picture or just listen n forget. if you choose to listen n forget then by all means in the future, never ever (& its utterly impolite to) bring back personal secrets of others to taint a bad picture on that individual. its very rude to use it against the individual by digging up pasts. what needs to be addressed is current issues, current argument topics & current dispute. not old past happenings...its not very nice.....

something funny happened yesterday night after my "oh so tedious" house cleaning & playing with Yuna. it came about 10.30pm. I received sms es & was shocked to see...whyla tis things came out. I was sandwiched in between 3 person & I have a sharp corner to turn. its not easy but i know, i can't avoid it. one call here, another sms'es there. "f" words were used on the younger chap towards the elderly which in fact is really rude. went out for tea to cool things off & came back home to cool the other party off. on n off, i only manage to sleep @ 4.30am. now i have this sinful feeling of being a 2 headed snake. just to let ppl understand the whole thing, i poured in too much details, pouring in too much details in hope that the other person might understand, i then again forgotten, what if tat person in the future is angered, will he use all this against us pulak? alamak...trying to charm both sides might instead harm our side by revealing too much. I hate all this 2 headed snake thing. I rather not be intrude about this & just want to focus in our lives rather than have hate here & there. its too tedious trying to earn the big bucks here & be bothered by some other human made errors...everybody made mistakes..who doesnt...right? so drop the bad & go hand in hand with the good. nothing is ever packed nicely perfectly, just either choose sides or accept facts ;)....oh, me so tired..... hope everybody keep their cool & RILEK laa~ ahhahaha