2009....the good & the bad~

2009 is coming to an end. another went by and thanked god for the blessed goods that we've received. Its not the best nor is it the worst but its good enough to be happy about. Most important is the blessing of health & safety. Many things can work out just fine if we put our mind not have the conflict with the irritating stuffs, we will prevail in our own way. There's no such thing as no problems. One who lives life without problems will not be able to handle it shall they be slapped with one. Of course its better if "problems" doesnt come visit us that often ;) Every year we will renew our resolution, here are some of mine to share with :

1. Health >> Exercise more....try to stop *clouding* & just really stop it for good
2. Target to double my earnings & SAVE! it of course for funds to roll & expand~ $$$$$$$!!! important!!
3. Meet more good & truthful people
4. It will begin & it will be done to grow into something fruitful & happy
5. Pay off all bad debts to relatives & BANKS! at least I use CASH to pay rather than the plastic card ;)

Whatever it is...I just wish every year, bad events won't repeat itself, the least are lessons learnt & discard off from one's life. I wish my family the greatest health & success, my dear friends also be filled with abundance of happiness. As usual, nothing comes as the perfect package & nobody wants a consolation prize. Thank god for everything, & welcome in 2010 with a mind filled with happy thoughts !! hurray! love ya all!

"explaining" & "elaborating" too much can be lethal when used against us in the future~* i regret having to speak out just to paint a picture of everything but then again, the power of words varies & can be contradicting at the end of ones life.... the power da almighty gave us will always be misused. given anybody, its really your will power to ignore & forget. Move on & focus on the purpose of life. there's no money generated by bad experiences, no gold at the end of the rainbow. so whats the point of even trying hard to remember it. it will only add high blood pressure & stress to our mind. i have learnt not to be shadowed by all this shit, once a while we do need to remind our self of such bad experience but we grow out of it & take it as a challenge to improve our self. you fall, you stand back up & you learn the pain. lately i find these individuals being SO narcastic, tantrums,so blinded when they are angered. Is it all really in the genes, i can loudly say YES!!! the power of our mind is to whether onot you want to put yourself in other ppls shoes to get the picture or just listen n forget. if you choose to listen n forget then by all means in the future, never ever (& its utterly impolite to) bring back personal secrets of others to taint a bad picture on that individual. its very rude to use it against the individual by digging up pasts. what needs to be addressed is current issues, current argument topics & current dispute. not old past happenings...its not very nice.....

something funny happened yesterday night after my "oh so tedious" house cleaning & playing with Yuna. it came about 10.30pm. I received sms es & was shocked to see...whyla tis things came out. I was sandwiched in between 3 person & I have a sharp corner to turn. its not easy but i know, i can't avoid it. one call here, another sms'es there. "f" words were used on the younger chap towards the elderly which in fact is really rude. went out for tea to cool things off & came back home to cool the other party off. on n off, i only manage to sleep @ 4.30am. now i have this sinful feeling of being a 2 headed snake. just to let ppl understand the whole thing, i poured in too much details, pouring in too much details in hope that the other person might understand, i then again forgotten, what if tat person in the future is angered, will he use all this against us pulak? alamak...trying to charm both sides might instead harm our side by revealing too much. I hate all this 2 headed snake thing. I rather not be intrude about this & just want to focus in our lives rather than have hate here & there. its too tedious trying to earn the big bucks here & be bothered by some other human made errors...everybody made mistakes..who doesnt...right? so drop the bad & go hand in hand with the good. nothing is ever packed nicely perfectly, just either choose sides or accept facts ;)....oh, me so tired..... hope everybody keep their cool & RILEK laa~ ahhahaha

new member : YUNA chann*

Halloween marked the day I bought lil' Yuna from "The House of Groomers".

The day before, me & my bro decided to head over to view the litter (short coat & long)..... cause I was thrilled when I spoke to the breeder about her short coat chifafa, available female & of course the price la ahem*$$~. wiv MKA cert somemore! ..I was pumped...excited & even posted on FB asking my heavenly based Honey..if shes the one?? hahaha

We jammed our way thru the sunway traffic & upon arrival was told that the breeder brought her home.I was disappointed & let down by thinking...."bohh enn" la (no fate lor)... so headed back home after a 1 hour journey ;P. I even left my contact hoping she would call the very next day for viewing or even MMS to me...

The very next day (Saturday), I woke up late as usual...lazy & disorientated by the tight datelines... hunger for more rests, sat on the couch & watching astro @ a very lazy mode when suddenly I thought, Y not sms the breeder again! & let's see if this time, its for real...sms, got reply & told bro "wanna go"...off we went & right in front of our eyes the very 1st cubicle...a white short coat & hidden behind is a golden long coat. 1st thing 1st, we were looking at the white one, but when Yuna took her head up, I was instantly in love...the star on her head reminds me of HONEY! & i told bro, aah honey alike honey alike.... they took them out & instantly I voted YUNa, only was abit skeptical about her long coatla...there was a monent when we almost left with the short coat white one but after a short test communication & eye to eye session, Yuna stood out. I even mms my mom to seek her approval on which to choose...cause obviously its hard to decide when you have a (oh so desired) short coat & a long coat with 2 very different personality , specialty & properties....BUT it was decided & Off we go with Yuna & her coming into our lives. I am grateful that I've found another honey...dog's will never leave my life. I wished Yuna good health & good behaviour....kamsiah*

Birthday 2009

Dedicated to my family & friends :

“We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.” by Frederick Keonig

Thank you all ~

japanese shu cream puffs

I got it from the net, tried it, loved it & as usual, the recipy always goes missing when I am in dire need to wallop a few puffs. The easiest hunt will always thru my own blog. kakaka!

Ingredients :

- 3 tbsp butter

- 2 tsp sugar

- 1/2 cup water

- 1 1/2 eggs-2eggs

- for custard cream filling : 2 tbsps flour/ 1/2 cup sugar/ 1 cup milk/ 2 egg yolks/ 1 tbsp metled butter

- powdered sugar for topping

Preheat oven to 375 deg F. Beat eggs in a bowl. Put better, sugar and water in a pan and bring to boil. Add flour in the butter mixture and stir quickly. Stop the heat, add eggs slowly in the mixture and mix well. Put the dough on an oven pan. Bake them in the 375 degF oven for 30 mins. Becareful of browning too quickly... cool the puffs . Make the custard cream as follows. Mix egg yolks and sugar in pan. Add sifted flour in the pan and mix well. Add warm mild in the pan gradually. Place the pan on low heat and stir the mixture constantly until thickened. Stop the heat and add melted butter and stir well. Cool the custard cream. Fill the puffs and sprinkle with powdered sugar.

makes 8-10 puffs.

happy~ ;)