MIMPI

I have a dream last night, that I was bitten by a snake. THis snake has got a good grip on my fingers & just wouldnt let go. In total there were 3 snakes, but this one really bite me hard & I was in pain for it just wouldnt let go. I have to twist its head around with my flesh still stuck to its fangs. It ripped my flesh away but I had to do it as its locked to my fingers. I remember seeing blood but afater a few minutes, my fingers were back to normal. Phiew~* painful but healed fast...So anyway, I checked the websites for its meaning, here';s a few different descriptions but all also gave me chills as it really does reflect the reality of what I might be facing if these few individuals does come & kacau me...HOPE NOT! wished they vanished & never again bumped into each other...hard to forgive & forget>> I choosed to ignore both sides, no matter how long we've known each other..it doesn't matter anymore. They didn't cared about my feelings, why should I even be bothered by theirs. In the end, all they know is blame each other & calculate the lost they faced...have they ever flip back the pages & see what I have done for both sides over the years? I guess not~* selfish individuals...I've lost both as friends & lover...they are fighting over thin air but they will never remember what good we've done but rather just pick on a one incident to stain a persons life.....life's full of shit..& this shit will remain a deep wound in my heart.

dream 1 interpret :
Snake - someone has a grudge against you

interpret 2:
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

To see the skin of a snake in your dream, represents protection from illnesses.

To dream that you are eating a live snake, indicates that you are looking for intimacy or sexual fulfillment. Your life is lacking sensuality and passion. If you vomit or throw up the snake, then it may mean that you are overcompensating for something that is lacking in your life. You may be rushing into something

interpret 3:
A snake ready to strike means treachery from one you least expected; killing it means victory over enemies.

Pineapple tarts

I always have a soft spot for pineapple tarts since young...It was always my favourite amongst all cookies listed on the Chinese new year & raya lists. Pineapple tarts nowadays costs RM25/ 50 pcs and its expensive. For my appetite, I could wallop the entire 50 pcs in just a few hours. Imagine having to eat RM25 bucks in just a few hours...a nice decent meal don't even cost that expensive to consume... Last Saturday while I was grocery shopping, I spotted alot of utensils & ingredients for cookie making (Raya ma~) so, being an freshie in baking, I bought a tin of planta margarine (big) & of course the pump to pump the skin for the tarts...which thank godness its rather cheap. I also bought a pineapple...but I think it aint' enough to form even a small bowl of filling. Hmm.... I will embark on my pineapple tarts training session upon my returning from my homeland. I hope its a success & of course, I wish I can really full heartedly " DO IT" successfully without having short comings of super tight datelines & other chores being clumped into one. Just to test trial & error~ ;) Talk about datelines, alot of buggers still haven't prepared any payments for me, even for the lowest fee of $200, bank in from last 2 weeks till now, no shadow! Urgh~* people out there, if you don't' have the budget, please don't hire people to do it, once you hire someone to do it for a fee, please pay up~...... such a disgrace to go about chasing you for the fee's like ah longs. Ah Long's oso got INTEREST CHARGES LA! * ish ish~ shake head

now another kind of pain

Last week was flu & cough....now its this severe nerve pain on my back 30cm below my neck. Its painful...I can't even sit upright nor tie my hair properly. Saturday morning itself jilted me up early with this sore...from sore it turned to pain whenever I wanted to turn or do something. Very robotic. I always knew how my mom's back pain is like, its an unfair life we live in. Having gone thru the pain of struggles in life, here when humans reach a certain age in their life, they are conflicted by pains & mental anguish of what has become of them. Nobody wanted to be born unlucky nor befalled with bad events/defects. Everybody wishes to be perfect. Everybody wishes this life is a beautiful one & as pretty as Disney tells it....Just that not many people understands the theory of life...even I get confused sometimes...this society sucks big time, its making everybody mentally ill & stressed out for no good reasons. Its all human made..who else to blame...nobody. Just the era grew & the demands overlaps our fight to survive.

oh soo drowsy~*

Still have this weekend to pass....Just hope no fever nor anything...takutler..omitofot....

Bad habit, bad habit~

Now picking up a bad habit...oversleeping*! Weekends have been dampered by waking up super late & frequent afternoon naps. This is unforgiving, soon, I will be transformed to a depressing/ unhappy/ poor/ big plump potato. NoooooOOoo~ really lost already!!

I've pampered & worried myself too much. Too many negative vibes coming in from all directions. Bad, bad aura~* Charging & making me utterly weak.... Why a? Must never bow down to defeat~ must never bow down to them!!Block those F~!@#$%>> Goto stay focused on my dream. If I don't do it, nobody will~* ;) oh oh oh~ *

Eat my dust suckers!